Me After Trying the Medicine

Everyone wants to make quick money, but some money makes people regret it. I got myself into a lot of trouble just to make quick money. I participated in the drug trial that day, and things got out of hand. My friends were also deeply involved, but they didn't know what they were hiding from me. I have gradually lost myself in life. I don't know if I can find myself again. When I see people around me leaving me, how should I go in the future? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.