[I can't imagine that my future life will be much happier than it is now. I have no interest in anything. As for you, I can't have any feelings. This is not your problem, it is my problem. ]
[I will set a death date for myself, and I will carry a basket on my shoulders on a rainy day closest to my death date. The basket is filled with roses of various colors and beautiful umbrellas that I carefully selected. There is also a big note posted outside the basket, which says, "Buy roses? Buy a rose and get an umbrella" and other similar words. This is the most romantic thing I can think of right now. ]
[I still want to make my life more romantic...]
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
