This is a fragment of "my" real life. After reading the novel, you may think that "I" is a villain, or you may think that "I" is a mental illness. But I don't deny that I have always loved him deeply in my heart, but I just loved him in the wrong way. I can't let him go, and in fact I can't let myself go. I don't ask for how popular this novel is.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
