Being Amorous Doesn't Make Me a Scumbag; My Beloved Is in My Heart

Looking back, is it gratitude, resentment, nostalgia, or regret? Is it love or hatred, something etched in the heart, or something left behind in the world?

A naive young man begins his journey with a first love cut short just as his feelings are awakening. He plunges into the struggles of life, working hard to make his way in society, while holding fast to his original hopes and persistently searching for the perfect love he dreams of.

He has known despair, certainty, collapse, and even ruin. After weathering countless storms, he finally achieves great success in his career and thinks he has found the perfect woman he always dreamed of.

Unfortunately, it turns out everything was a scheme. Guo Shaoyang, knocked from his pedestal, claws his way out of the mire and succeeds in taking revenge when all seems lost. Only when he looks back does he realize that the one he had been searching for all along was the woman he had failed to cherish, the one who had always stood behind him.

From youth to middle age, through life, career, love, and family, Guo Shaoyang completes his transformation. Has he found the one he had always dreamed of...

This novel and its characters are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental. Do not imitate.