Ambiguous or Not in Love

Eighteen is a wonderful age, but I got to know you and fell in love with you. I thought we were lovers who fell in love and missed each other, but to you we are just passers-by, just tools. You have liked her for eight years, and the eyes you look at her are as gentle as water. I didn't say anything, why can't you look back at me? I can love you rationally, even if you only love her This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.