Live Towards an Ideal Life

I'm a 'bastard' At least that's what I called myself until I left home completely 'free'. My friends always say they envy my life, but I always want to escape from this 'envied' life. It has been 24 years, and everyone around me is changing quietly, and I am also changing, from my ideals and ambitions to my next goal. What? Bastards also have goals? ? Yes, a gangster must have a goal. Those without a goal are the lowest level, okay? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.