My ideal life is to have money, because in real life I will never experience it in my lifetime, and I don't know what a life with money is like. It's all a dream anyway, I just think about it.
I am an ordinary person, and I think it is normal to have such greed, but I should not complain about injustice in reality. It is obvious that my ability is not worthy of my ambition.
I understand reality and see through the essence.
The real ideal life is inner fulfillment and freedom, but I can't do that anyway.
Then struggle in pain, live with contradictions, and keep moving forward!
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.