Reflections on the past few years and insights into my current life. If you have no outstanding life experience and just muddle along every day, it is probably because you suddenly wake up, or on a whim, you want to record something. It may be a disease-free death, but after all, you still want to leave something behind. It has nothing to do with any pioneering work, just the bits and pieces of life. Find a place to record them, so that your thoughts have a place to stop, so that you will not drift with the crowd like a rootless duck.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.