Xinruo's self-description:
There is a particularly popular term now called sunshine depression, which is the kind of depression that is very sunny, cheerful and optimistic in front of others, but easily loses temper in front of family members and regrets afterwards, or feels that one is always worthless...
In fact, a person who always lives in the sunshine will never understand what people in the darkness have experienced...
Perhaps, when you are struggling to think about the life you want to get rid of, it may be a dream that many people cannot achieve in their lifetime...
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.