I Am a Layman

The storytelling writer is a poet, leaving his family behind to fight for spring and travel to a foreign land. A place filled with thousands of lights can only make a fuss about enlightenment. No matter how much ink you have in your belly, you can't describe the bitterness of your loved ones' departure; no matter how many ambitions you hide in your chest, you can't escape the ruthless abandonment of society. Maybe I'm just a layman and shouldn't have some fantasies, so just be a layman! God's will has caused people to contract bad habits, which have caused serious consequences. The backbone of a scholar can no longer suppress my incompetent low self-esteem. What am I living for, and what is the meaning of life? I don't have the warmth of home, and I don't deserve love. Where should I go? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.