Before the Age of Thirty-Eight

I am thirty-eight years old. When a woman reaches the age of thirty-eight, she has no more stories to tell. I'm not satisfied, and I wonder if I would be different without the pain and past. I'm quite satisfied, at least, I succeeded. These thirty-eight years, haha, if I could do it all over again, would I still choose this way? Come here and see our life. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.