Sumeru's Great Dark Sky

Maybe my body has a soul, otherwise I wouldn't be in so much pain. It, she, and him are divided into many parts in my body, There is disgust and there is love. I believe that I am myself, there are no multiple personalities, and I can control it, her, and him. I have my own attitude, nodding, shaking my head, or frowning, I can't tell. None of them would be me if isolated. I acted very confused and didn't know what to do, but I knew very well what I should do. Firmness and contradiction exist at the same time, and everything is meaningful. As Lao Tzu said, beauty and ugliness cannot be separated. So I both hate and love it. I hate losing but I accept it calmly and face it with a smile. I want to close my eyes, but I can't, My heart begged me to let myself go, So I don't have insomnia, I'm just afraid to close my eyes. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.