A Book Written for No One

When I wake up, I feel confused and depressed. I write it wherever I go. The writing style is the best and I write it for myself. I am unable to change my life, and I am unable to change when I look at the misery. I am given an opportunity to try to change, but I don't know if it will be useful. I haven't watched it, and I don't know the plot clearly. I just felt that I didn't like the result, so I was wondering if I could change it. I just wanted to be happy with it, and I didn't want to worry about the logic. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.