When you meet a girl, she may be an indifferent person at heart. She doesn't have anything she likes in particular. She doesn't have anyone in particular that she wants. She doesn't have anything she must do. She doesn't like liveliness very much, doesn't like loneliness, and enjoys loneliness.
Although she looks quite optimistic on the surface, I know that she is actually an indifferent and pessimistic person in her heart, so she thinks clearly about everything. She does not insist on gaining or losing, but she will try her best to persist in doing things she likes. This girl is me.
Growing up, I couldn't name my favorite movie. I couldn't name my favorite song. I couldn't name the person I loved most. I always felt that life wasn't that interesting. I occasionally questioned the meaning of life, so the meanings from other people's mouths or books never convinced me.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.