Diary Essay: My Five Years of Heaviness

It is a true story about me, the heavy burden that seemed to be let go in my heart. He has been with me for many years. Over the years, I have always felt that I am heavy, with pain and inner struggles that cannot be released in my heart, and countless harsh whispers in my ears. It makes me overwhelmed and has nowhere to vent. It is so annoying. I'm so annoyed, I really want to write about him. I don't need to earn royalties, but I just want to feel comfortable. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.