I am always unwilling to accept separation and change, so much so that I selfishly hope that I can take all the misfortune and die alone, as long as I am occasionally missed by the people I love, especially I don't want to be the person who misses others while alive.
I do self-hypnosis and self-motivation. I let my soul live in the pure world in my fantasy, while my body struggled in the mud of the secular world.
I often think about why I came to be a human being in this life. If I really want to live a life of inaction, I'm afraid I'll leave with regrets!
Fortunately, I heard this recording by chance: "Everyone comes with a mission in this world. What is a mission? That strong desire that comes from deep within your heart and will never fade away is your mission!"
I hope that one day, I can be a doctor on my own, inherit the five meridians, do good deeds, and help the world and save people!
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.