I feel like I am doing nothing every day and my life lacks some meaning.
I don't know how long this kind of life lasted. Life was full of ups and downs. I had been living an ordinary life. I felt very hopeless, but I was afraid of society, and at the same time I was envious of others... The whole family was not as good as before. It was a mess. I don't know why the atmosphere was like this. It's not easy just to stay alive.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
