Forget It, Youth

Everyone has youth, but I think my youth is different. There is no struggle, no getting up early and working late. Some are just a past that I don't want to recall. But what can I do? There is no use regretting it. I don't want to remember it because I am afraid that I won't be able to sleep when I think about it. The more I don't want to think about it, the more I have to think about it... Where can I get so much sentimentality? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.