My own feelings, the feelings I dare not speak out, fear, nervousness, low self-esteem, my loneliness in your eyes, what I am doing when I don't reply to messages, pictures that can be described, pictures that can be drawn, my own feelings about myself, the world in my eyes, the me in this world in my eyes, the reasons why I am not suitable, just make up the number of words
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.