This is my salvation. My life was stuck in a cycle of trying to get better, persevering and continuing to live the same life as a normal person. It's like a spring. The tighter it is pulled, the stronger the rebound becomes. Each time it rebounds, the more degenerate it becomes. My life is about eating, drinking and having fun. I don't want to think about the future or the present, or I am escaping from it all. Maybe only magic or future high technology can help me break out of the circle and get salvation
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.