As a stay-at-home mother who is nearly forty years old, when I wrote this article, I didn't think too much. Apart from earning royalties, I just wanted to record my ordinary first half of my life, hoping that most girls would take it as a warning. Because I really have too many regrets, regrets that I was born a girl, regrets that I was only five years old when I saw my father beating my mother, regrets that I didn't insist on a divorce when I was in junior high school, regrets that I studied Young and Dangerous in junior high schools, regrets that I went to a vocational high school after graduating from junior high schools, regrets that I didn't cherish a job, regrets that the person I chose to marry only asked for no domestic violence, too many helplessness and regrets filled the first half of my life, and I only hope that I can cherish my two lovely daughters in the second half of my life.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
