Maybe everyone has had an unforgettable secret love in their hearts, and so did I. I often think that if I hadn't met you that day, if the sun hadn't been bright that day, maybe the secret love wouldn't have started. But I am extremely sober and calm. Secret love itself is like building a castle secretly, which is full of one person's joys, sorrows and joys.
But I still miss those days when you shined warmly in my heart, so in many staggering times, I missed you very much. That feeling of powerlessness that I longed to understand and get close to but could only suppress myself desperately. Maybe only people with a secret love will understand.
That day I saw on the big screen that you went to a prestigious university. In the days that followed, I heard from my friends that you had a girlfriend who was as good as you. Only then did I realize that it was not you that I missed, but myself at that time. I missed the loving, excellent but extremely proud myself.
So today, I decided to write about Weiwei's secret love story. I was just writing about myself.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.