I always seem to be confused and my heart is always empty. This is like a disease to me. What is more fatal is that I cannot solve the predicament in front of me. I am always helpless in the face of it, so that I am used to escaping and let it jump back and forth in my mind. I know this behavior is the behavior of a weak person, but I have been like this for many years. This way of choosing to escape in the face of all difficulties encountered in society seems to have been deeply imprinted in my heart. I don't know how to change...
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.