Loving You is My Unspeakable Pain

I didn't expect this book to be available in QReading, but it seems to be updated much slower. Regarding this book, I would like to share my personal views. First of all, the male protagonist Zhan Lianshi is the worst male protagonist in the novels I have read for decades. For the sake of another woman, for his love, he watched his wife being beaten until she had a miscarriage. Regardless of whether she would bleed to death, he was cold and ruthless and left with the woman he loved! This scene is impressive and ruins one's outlook! That's his child, that's his wife, even if he doesn't love her, even if he wants to get divorced, those are two lives! Even a strange pregnant woman would not stand by and watch. Is there any conflict between your love for Liu Jin and sending her to the hospital to abort the child? Has it affected your love? Your indifferent departure means that you don't care about her life or death. If Han Zaixing hadn't come to rescue, would Lin Lian still be alive? How great is your love, so great that you can give up two lives? However, later you found out that you don't love Liu Jin, but Lin Lian. Hahaha, how disgusting! Is that love? You are just possessive of Lin Lian. True love will not bear to hurt you. Your true love has always been Liu Jin, so even if you know that she is not good, you can still tolerate it and allow her to cause trouble. And Lin Lian? You control her, attack her, and take revenge on her. Is that an expression of love? Please don't put gold on your face and make it seem like you have understood the true meaning of love. The author keeps Lin Lian innocent with Han Zaixing, and keeps Zhan Lianshi innocent with Liu Jin. The purpose is to clear the male protagonist's name, and finally let Zhan and Lin be together, right? But can the male protagonist come clean? Can he wash away such a big sin? In my heart, the male protagonist just sacrificed his life, and I don't think he can get away with it! ! If Han Zaixing, such a warm-hearted man, finally loses to someone like Zhan Lianshi, if Lin Lian finally abandons Han Zaixing and returns to Zhan's arms, I can only say that his three views are ruined. This is not a matter of the heroine not being a virgin, but a distortion of a person's outlook on life and values. If Han and Lin can't be together, I'd rather they die alone than Zhan and Lin be together! For a man like Zhan Lianshi, he should be matched with Liu Jin. The two of them are perfect for each other, aren't they? Love that was once so great, one that made people do anything and disregard everything, how could it end so easily? Instead, he turned around and developed feelings for an ex-wife who had previously ignored his life and death? This is very illogical. Author, when you forcibly whitewashed Zhan Lian, was it interesting to let him be with Lin Lian? Is it perfection for the sake of perfection? I know I am not qualified to ask you how to write, after all you are the author, but I just want to express my thoughts. Han Zaixing should be the best destination for Lin Lian. He is not worthy of Zhan Lian!

I will pursue it... If Mu Lian and Han Zaixing are together, the ending will be 5 stars; If Mu Lian and Zhan Lian were together, the ending would be 0 stars; Also, author, please don't give me a magical twist and end up with Lin Qinru. At that time, I will give you 100 points. I'm afraid you'll be proud...

As a man, even if he no longer loves his wife, he should not watch his wife being abused, especially since Lin Lian has nothing to do with him and is pregnant with his child. I think this Zhan Shilian is really cold-blooded. He may have felt that his capital allowed him to be arrogant when he harassed Lin Lian in various ways later on, but in my opinion, that was shameless. In comparison, Han Zaixing is simply Lin Lian's god of luck, so I hope that Mr. Han and Lin Lian can have a happy marriage, get married soon, and have several fat boys.

Let this couple get married as soon as possible, so as not to harm others! Zhan Zha is so disgusting. He loved Liu Jin so much before and ignored the lives of his wife and children for the sake of love. In the end, he changed his direction and liked Lin Lian. He doesn't love Liu Jin anymore. It's really ridiculous. If he doesn't want to get married, he refuses. However, he acquiesces to Liu Jin and acts indifferent to the wedding. Who is disgusting him? Open a subsidiary for Lin Lian? Going to Milan? Do you think this is for her? Show your love? I found that in decades of reading, this is the most ridiculous and badass male protagonist, bar none! This kind of person with erroneous views is not worthy of being a male protagonist. If you continue to be bad and love Liu Jin, it can still be explained that you are doing it for love. I can treat you as a bad male partner, but you turn around and do things that are outrageous to both humans and gods. They are hurt all over the forest. How can they turn around and think that their ex-wife is their true love? Are you worthy? Are you worthy of love? I really hope this male protagonist dies. I don't feel sorry for him. He keeps hurting and controlling others. It's so abominable!

Never let Zhan Lianshi be with the heroine! Zhan Lianshi is really not a good match. If he wants the heroine to be good, just let him go! Who can bear the harm he has brought to the heroine? Did he think that time could erase those unforgettable pains? Oh! He is a total scumbag!

He had indeed deeply hurt Lin Liang, and even watched others kick his own children with his own eyes, which was quite cold-blooded. Many readers can't help but scold Zhan Shiqian when they see this. Most of them think that Han Zaixing and Lin Lian are a good match, and Zhan Shiqian is a complete scumbag. But has anyone ever thought about why Zhan Shiqian is so ruthless? He is a proud man of heaven, rich, powerful, extremely intelligent, and (seemingly) lacking in everything. He lacks something, he lacks warmth, the warmth of family affection, the warmth of love. He also doesn't understand family affection or love. He has been raised by his grandfather since he was a child, learning all kinds of wealthy knowledge. He lacks the care of his parents and has developed a cold personality since he was a child. There is no love between him and Liu Jin. Liu Jin has been with him since he was a child and likes him. Liu Jin was a playmate, a playmate and a good friend from childhood to adulthood, but it was never love. When he saw Liu Jin kissing someone else, he was angry because of the boy's possessiveness, not because he liked Liu Jin much. Maybe he liked her a little, but I'm sure it wasn't love. He didn't know what love was, so he hurt Lin Lian mercilessly. He realized it later after divorcing Lin Lian. He cared about Lin Lian, he liked Lin Lian, no, he loved Lin Lian. He regretted it and blamed himself.

I have never waited for the update of a book every day. Watching Zhan Lianshi's tricks, I feel inexplicably happy. If he continues like this, he will eventually push Lin Liang further and further away. It's not that he doesn't love Lin Liang, it's just that he loved Liu Jin more than Lin Liang at the beginning, so he would let others punch and kick the pregnant Lin Liang in front of his eyes, causing a miscarriage. In the end, when his life was hanging by a thread, he didn't send Lin Liang to the hospital, and finally walked away gracefully. When I was thinking about Zhan Lian at that time, he really felt that Lin Liang was an eyesore and wanted Lin Liang to die. Maybe he later found out that he also fell in love with Lin Liang. Maybe he thought Lin Liang was more important, but this could never change that he had lost Lin Liang's full love for him. In reality, as a mother, if what Zhan Lian did to Lin Liang happened, I would want to peel off his skin and cramps, bruise his bones and spread ashes, and never be forgiven for the rest of my life (it may be a bit exaggerated, but the meaning is the same) Fortunately, an asteroid appeared at that time and sent Lin Lian, whose life was hanging by a thread, to the hospital. Only then did the story continue. From the beginning to the end, Xingxing understood his own thoughts and what he wanted. He knew that Zhan Lianshi, who was regretful, wanted to stop him from being with Lin Lian. I'm thinking that maybe Han Zaixing is also very smart, no less smart than Zhan Lian. It can be seen from getting the marriage certificate with Lin Lian that he managed to trick even Zhan Lianshi into it. But what is a little helpless is that Lin Lian, who has been married for a long time, does not even know that he is married. Another time when Han was traveling to Sydney from Xingfei Linlian's hometown, if someone hadn't sent photos of the scene to Zhan Lianshi, they would have hidden it again. Following the subsequent development, Han Zaixing warmed Lin Lian's frozen heart little by little, saying that it was impossible for Lin Lian not to be moved. Lin Lian even volunteered to sacrifice himself to Han Zaixing several times, but Han Zaixing chose not to bear it and could not move Lin Lian. He was waiting... Waiting to give Lin Lian a wedding, a regret-free wedding, and a wedding that truly belonged to Han Zaixing from Lin Lian. (As a spectator, I am really anxious to death. Worrying about Han Zaixing's long road to chasing his wife! It breaks my heart! Get Lin Lian as soon as possible and have a baby. You have already achieved enlightenment, so why worry about Zhan Lianshi's shit stick. I'm just a little worried about Lin Lian. Will the pregnancy rate in the future be reduced after being beaten to cause miscarriage? How can I endure it when Zaixing Asteroid sleeps in the same bed with Lin Lian every night? If I say now that my favorite supporting character in this book is Zhan Le, does anyone believe that family conditions and educational philosophy have trained Han Zaixing to be excellent? Blood relationship is really amazing. Zhan Le and Zhan Lian grew up under the same mother. As expected, Zhan Le is either her biological child or different from her mother. In contrast, Zhan Lianshi is really like his mother sometimes, arrogant and arrogant, looking down on others. Every time the relationship between Han Zaixing and Lin Liang got closer, Zhan Lianshi's troublemaker appeared. I really don't know what he was thinking. If he had known this, why bother in the first place? The above comments are only valid for chapters 1-434, please wait for the update...

To be honest, when reading the comments, most of them hope that the heroine and the male lead will be together, but I hope that the male and female protagonists will be together again. Because when it comes to choosing someone who likes you or someone you like, choosing one is still subconsciously choosing the one you like. I think Han's love for Lin is good, but Lin really doesn't like him. It's just that when Han treats her well, he feels guilty and chooses to use marriage to repay his kindness to her. But it is undeniable that Lin likes Zhan, even though Zhan did not cherish her properly and hurt Lin in his own way. Finally, you also understand that the way to love someone is not to be domineering, but to help each other. The moment he and she fell in love, it was destined that Zhan's heart was already in Lin, and he used medicine to make Lin forget everything in the past and gave her a new environment and a new beginning. No one likes Ever, including them. But during the time that Lin forgot, she felt repelled by Zhan, and even kissed or hugged and held hands in disgust, but she gradually got better, didn't she? She fell in love with Zhan again with a new beginning. This is a good start, isn't it? As for Han, it's not that he is bad, but I personally feel that he has sacrificed a lot in this relationship, but Lin may still not be able to fall in love with him so quickly. I still think Zhan and Lin are good together, and a new beginning is their starting point. This is my personal opinion. If you don't like it, don't criticize it. Don't make excuses. Everyone has their own opinion. And the author, please give me more suggestions for updates😘

Only Zhan's love for Lin was the most heartfelt and best love. Lin had always loved Zhan in his heart, but Lin didn't dare to face his heart.

Although I still hope that the male protagonist and the female protagonist will be together, I am still a little unwilling to do so. The female protagonist was abused so badly, and the child was viciously kicked and aborted in front of the male protagonist and the female protagonist. The child is gone. I really hope that Coco is that child, but unfortunately not. I hope that the male and female protagonists will have a happy ending!