Time Has Allowed Me to Become Slightly Colder

I saw the ancient mottled growth rings slowly carving the wrinkles of time. I heard the desolate singing in the distance, the tender and lost youth. I met the innocent child who was once a carefree child, and the stranger I am now familiar with. I have not seen many promises of sincerity, waiting for the tenderness of the passing years.

Xia Ni becomes a star, and Jiang Rui, whom Chu Xiaoyu likes, pursues Xia Ni. Zheng Zichen and Yi Qing, who lived together with Lin Yu, were together, and Yi Qing was Zheng Zichen's first love. Chu Xiaoyu went abroad. The friendship between the three has been shattered. When Lin Yu submitted her resignation and left the office building holding her belongings, the sun was shining brightly outside. She had been at the company for three years, but it turned out that she didn't leave anything behind. All she took away was a water glass, a pen holder and a few books. When her colleagues in the team came to say goodbye, she couldn't help but feel a sore nose. Zheng Zichen went out to meet clients today. Lin Yu thought that maybe this was the best way to end it, and she would never see him again in the future. She thought about how she entered the company that summer three years ago, and how she expected at that time to suddenly resign after taking the position of assistant director. Things are unpredictable, that's pretty much the truth. Not only for Zheng Zichen, but also for more. She wanted to find other different things, things she missed in her busy work. When she got home, the living room was empty. Lin Yu had already posted new rental information online. Yes, Yi Qing left and moved out two weeks ago. She didn't say anything on the day they left, and they knew each other well. Lin Yu thought, maybe she knew everything. She packed the things in the closet and felt a little sentimental when she saw the uniquely tailored cheongsam, but it only took a short while before Lin Yu folded it and put it at the bottom of the box. A classmate from college called me. Lin Yu picked up the answer, and a noisy voice came from the other side: "Lin Yu, why aren't you here yet? Everyone is almost here. If you don't come, we have to start eating!" "I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon." Lin Yu hurriedly stuffed things into the cabinet, took out the clothes she wanted to wear, hung up the phone and quickly changed, then took a pair of canvas shoes from the shoe rack and put them on, and hurried out the door. It was a gathering of a club in the past university. She, Xia Ni and Chu Xiaoyu all signed up to join the club, but today she was the only one who went. The three of them haven't contacted each other for a long time. She only heard sporadically that Chu Xiaoyu seemed to be busy going abroad. As for Xia Ni, if she wanted to know her latest news, she could easily find out a lot by searching on the Internet. He is no longer a member of the same world! It was already early in the morning when Xia Ni returned home from filming the MV, and she only saw the text message from Jiang Rui now. She simply replied "good night" and fell on the bed. She was so tired that she hadn't closed her eyes for several days. At this time, Chu Xiaoyu was enjoying the sunshine and beach in the other hemisphere. She seemed to be living a good life, but she occasionally received text messages from Yang Zesheng, but the two never interacted with each other again. The calendar turns to June 21st, the summer solstice. That night the weather suddenly dropped to more than ten degrees, a light rain fell outside the window, and the living room and bedroom were filled with people lying everywhere. Xia Ni took Lin Yu and Xiaoyu to sleep in a temporary tent set up in the kitchen. She took out the remaining beer and brandy from the refrigerator, took off her shoes, and the three of them stuffed their bare feet into a blanket, clinked glasses with each other, and continued drinking. Loud snoring could be heard outside the kitchen, but no one woke up. Under the numbness of alcohol, they all fell into a deep sleep to welcome tomorrow. The finished wine bottle rolled empty into the corner. Xia Ni put down the glass and shouted to take a rest. Chu Xiaoyu had already finished drinking the wine and was sleeping on the side like a sponge. This day is the summer of 2014. In the golden age of their lives, they almost thought that moment would last forever. But in the end, everything is just like the strong wind blowing in summer. No matter how you pursue and capture it, it is destined to disappear.

I never understood why Zheng Zichen and Lin Shu were not together in the end. It was obviously the man who provoked the woman first, so why did he dump her when his ex-girlfriend showed up? Moreover, he told his ex-girlfriend to look forward, and he also told Lin Shu to look forward. In the end, he still chose his ex-girlfriend and hurt Lin Shu. . .

Youth may be a journey of memories. Youth carries everyone's dreams. We are often hurt by reality. Xia Ni and Guan Jianian let me know that falling in love does not mean being together. Often the person who ends up being together is the person who suits me. Lin Yu and Zheng Zichen let me know that maybe we were all once. She has loved the other person, but not the person who can accompany the other person for life. Chu Xiaoyu, maybe the man named Jiang Rui has not appeared in front of him. She does not know love. The person who often teaches us to love is not the person who loves you. In fact, the circle of friends around her is very small, Xia Ni → Guan Jianian → Ji Ting → Ge Yimeng. Lin Yu→Zheng Zichen→Yi Qing→Jiang Rui→Chu Xiaoyu→Xia Ni goes round and round, going back and forth and everything is back to the original point. Maybe nothing has changed, maybe everything has changed. If you don't open it up, you may have forgotten it in your heart. In those years, we loved, went crazy, and had troubles together. In the end, we became the most familiar strangers, and then we were fine.

Still unfinished

After reading this book, I don't know what's wrong. My dear, it's so well written, but there's no follow-up. I'm so disappointed.

Life is like a train, if someone gets on the train, someone will get off.

Is it over? Why does it feel like it's not over?

It's gone before you even take a look 😔

Time has allowed me to become slightly colder