Sadness Turns into a River (original Work of "flowing Good Times")
by Guo Jingming
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The original novel of the TV series "Flowing Good Times", this book is Guo Jingming's work that laid the foundation for youth literature. It is also Guo Jingming's transformation of realism themes and incorporates more social responsibility into his writing. Time has passed, and the boy in my memory still has the same green and ignorant face as before.
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In this book, Yi Yao is an incomprehensible person, and many people cannot understand her deeply. She is sad, dark, stubborn, and confused. Life has brought her too much misfortune. She is sixteen years old, as young as a flower, and she thrives early. Her mother calls her a ****, and her father says: Don't come here if you have nothing to do in the future. Her classmates all call her "100 yuan," Gu Xisen said. : Why don't you die, Qiao Ming said, "You go and surrender." From the age of sixteen to eighteen, three years, she...,, In the book, she did not tell or cry, she was plain and self-deprecating. I once wanted to ask, why are you still trying to live in such pain, but later I understood, because Qi Ming, fate abandoned you on that darkest and dirtiest street in the world. , He is your only light, but, doesn't he also firmly doubt you, your kindness and trust until the final collapse, a youth pierced by sadness, I just hope that the novel is just a novel,,,
This novel is an irrefutable memory of youth
I read this book several years ago, six years ago to be precise. I have passed the age of reading this kind of novels. There are some things that I just can't like after a certain age. But I still remember that I burst into tears when I read this novel. Or maybe I'm just a tearful person. Maybe it's because my youth was too plain, and the isolation of abortion in the novel never had anything to do with me. It really has nothing to do with me. No matter how ridiculous some people think these things are, I think there are always people who have such youth. Behind these things is the confusion, helplessness and sadness of youth. All good things seem to happen to young people. In Qi Ming, I saw this almost ideal state of beauty. In Yi Yao, I saw the shattering of a certain ideal state. Maybe it's magnified, but it's undeniable that we experienced low self-esteem, hesitation and great sadness in our youth. I never deny the difference in life that material things bring. This is why I feel sorry for Guo Jingming. He was still a junior at the time, and he may have been sensitive, inferior, and proud. Of course, now he has a mansion and rich assets. In terms of his income and status, my pity for him is ridiculous, like garbage pity. He is talented, but it is just talent. Yes, he is also very business-savvy. Cleverness is the enemy of wisdom. But I still like him very much, and his novels are very good. It was enough for me to be touched and think at that age. Time has turned him into the Guo Jingming he is now, and turned me into a person who can no longer read youth novels. But these books and the emotions at that time are all preserved there intact, still sad and sad. Yi Yao ended with death. Now I can understand that when a person chooses to die, it is already the end of the road. Losing all hope can happen at any time. Death is as natural as drinking water. Guo Jingming has a very delicate writing style, but the gorgeous words inevitably reveal hollowness and desolation, which still makes me feel sad. This is not my youth, but I will cry for such youth. I chose to pay for such a story because it was worth it. Maybe after losing something, you will suddenly remember the beauty of having it. Now I no longer have youth. Although youth is as cheap as cabbage, I start to miss it a little bit. Time automatically filters out the restlessness, loneliness and embarrassment of the past, and like a liar, begins to sell the past to me.
I want to say that the heroine of this novel is too pretentious. She and I have really different views. She had a child in her teens, had an abortion without considering the consequences, and made everything she did right. I like the dark style, but I don't like novels with incorrect views, especially those where the heroine has incorrect views. Even if I read it, I can't be a substitute for it. Anyway, I just don't like the heroine. The heroine in the movie is okay, but I really can't accept the heroine in the novel.
About Yiyao
I read the entire book a year ago, and now that I'm talking about it, I can't remember a lot of it clearly. Although Yi Yao was sometimes pitiful and her mother Lin Huafeng always beat her violently, she still thought of Yi Yao when she died and she had always loved her. So Yi Yao is not really pitiful. What is pitiful is that she does not love herself, so she just hangs out with others, forgetting that Qi Ming is always by her side. Until Qi Ming also found true love, Yi Yao felt an inexplicable emotion and gradually remembered how good Qi Ming was to her in the past. However, later, Gu Senxiang was humiliated because of a text message. Hence committing suicide. If you think about it carefully, everyone is right. If you really want to say something, Yi Yao's youth and frivolity made her do many wrong things. If she hadn't been pregnant and had seen Qi Ming earlier, maybe she would have been with Qi Ming and wouldn't have made Gu Senxiang and Gu Senxi so miserable. The whole book is just like the name. Sadness turns into a river. But I didn't like the ending, I thought it was a bad ending. A bunch of people died inexplicably. (Personal opinion, don't comment if you don't like it.)
Yes, you all think Gu Senxiang is pitiful and think Gu Senxiang is the most innocent victim. So Yi Yao is not innocent? Should Yi Yao be angry with them? It's so funny. You all think Gu Senxiang is good-looking and excellent, and you all feel sorry for Gu Senxiang. So does Yi Yao deserve to die if he is not good-looking and excellent? Do you deserve to be bullied by them? He said that Yi Yao shouldn't have sent the message to Gu Senxiang. I'm afraid you have never liked someone. Yi Yao knew that Qi Ming liked Gu Senxiang, so he said that Qi Ming's girlfriend was Gu Senxiang. If you like someone, you will know how Yi Yao feels. Cactus is not a flower and cannot be held in the palm of someone's hand. I am saying this for the first commenter. Also, I'm sorry that you are not Yi Yao, so don't comment on other people's behavior casually. I can say that I had such an experience when I was in elementary school. I transferred from a rural area to a county elementary school. Just a few days after I was transferred, the whole class isolated me. The most common words I heard all day were the curse words they called me. They treated me as a virus. Everything I touched would be treated as a particularly disgusting thing. Since elementary school, our class has liked good-looking girls. Everyone does. Good-looking girls are particularly popular in our class. I can't help it. My appearance is natural, so I was isolated by the whole class. I spent three years of elementary school, three years of junior high school and three years of middle school like this. I spent it with the whole class disgusted with you.
Current affairs.
The tears are different from others. When Qi Ming said thank you to Yi Yao, his nose felt sore. 'It turns out that my existence is already a burden to you. It turns out that even you want to escape from me. ' ----Yi Yao, a girl who was always unfavored by fate, lived as strong as a stone, but in the end she gave up on this cold world. Qi Ming Gu Senxi's feelings for Yi Yao are not as deep as imagined. They are just distress and pity. There is not much love. From beginning to end. No one is completely reckless in protecting Yi Yao. No one chooses to believe Yi Yao unconditionally. No one can betray the whole world for Yi Yao. This book is full of abuse and a river of sadness. So, everyone is gone. So, there is no so.
To be honest, the abuse is super sadistic, but why are the male and female protagonists not together, and the male protagonist is still with the second female protagonist... Because I bought the book to read it, I couldn't finish reading it until I read half of it. I continued to read it after a few days. It was so sadistic that I couldn't stand it anymore. I really admire the author and how he wrote it. This is the most abusive novel I have ever read, and there is no other.
Death
Regarding Gu Senxiang, I sneered. You are so cared for, you are as bright as a star. You are clean and self-possessed, you are as beautiful as a dream. Why do you say "I hate this dirty world"? Many people don't like Yi Yao. Rebellious, vicious, dirty... All the cruel words applied to this girl are not enough. However, this girl, who was not yet nineteen years old, chose to end her life in front of her lover in a thrilling way. That was her only resistance to this sad world. The humiliation of the past, the indifference of the past, the shame of the past. At this moment, it stopped abruptly. Regarding Qi Ming, the girl must have thought: You gave me your warmth. So, indifferent you, I gladly accept it. And the person in Qi Ming's heart must be Yi Yao. There was no reason for Gu Senxiang's suicide. Yi Yao died alone, in front of him. The words "thank you" may not necessarily mean that Miss Xie has left his world. But watching the girl gradually become happy brought me happiness. Qi Ming thanked Yi Yao for bringing him happiness. After so many years of wandering around, Qi Ming got out of the alley. There was no escape from her death.
Sadness turns into a river
In fact, Qi Ming loved Yi Yao. He was jealous when Yi Yao and Li Zhe were together. He wanted to give all the good things to Yi Yao. He wanted to help Yi Yao get out of this unfortunate life. He had seen all the bad things about her, and he felt sorry for her. He wants to take care of her? When others said that Yi Yao was worth a hundred yuan, he hesitated, but in the end he waited for her to come back in the alley. I believe you. He cried and said that if you are short of money, sleep with me and I will give you the money. He thought he could always take care of Yi Yao like this and go to and from school with her! We can leave this place together! Later I found out it was just compassionate love! Later, when he met the almost impeccable Gu Senxiang, he couldn't help but fall in love with her! Just like Yi Yao said, people want to get close to beautiful things when they see them! When he found out that Yi Yao started playing tricks on others, Qi Ming felt that Yi Yao was just like those girls! He started to get tired of Yi Yao and didn't even want to see her! But when something happened to Yi Yao, he was so nervous that his face turned pale! That feeling of love and hate, she caught him off guard! He likes Gu Senxiang's beauty, but he can't let go of Yi Yao's burden! So later on when they drifted apart Qi Ming said to Yi Yao: 'Thank you! ' Thank you for your relief, I can be with the beautiful Gu Senxiang with peace of mind, and I no longer have to feel guilty about not being able to take care of you. As for Yi Yao's death, other students were insulting her and laughing at her! He bullied her and she didn't even say a word! As long as Qi Ming believes in her, it is enough. Qi Ming has always been the place she hopes and yearns for! It is her spiritual support! And Gu Senxi is a warm light in her darkness. Gu Senxi accused her of being a murderer with just one text message. He didn't give her a chance to explain. The first thing he said on the phone was that you should surrender! Scold her, why don't you die! And when she called Qi Ming, the first thing she said was that you should surrender! The one who once believed in her unswervingly, Qi Ming, now doubts her unswervingly! The two most important people in her life! They all gave Yi Yao warmth and hope! But they were also the ones who pushed Yi Yao into despair! Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, the defense in my heart collapsed bit by bit! Finally, he jumped down from the rooftop and landed in front of Qi Ming! He thought that only Yi Yao's death would be worthy of Gu Senxiang, but when Yi Yao died in front of him, the sadness devoured him bit by bit, and finally ended his life by surrendering to gas! Gu Senxi wished that Yi Yao would die for his sister, but when Yi Yao really died, he would go to the alley every day to see the house where she lived... Yi Yao is unfortunate. After reading this novel, I feel so sad! The story is sad from the beginning to the end! Every protagonist ends sadly! Sadness turns into a river! I wish the novel was just a novel!
In fact, the people who criticize Yi Yao in the comments are because they have not understood this feeling. I am 14 this year, and I have to file to study because of the pressure from my family and school. My parents don't like me either, just because I am a girl, so they It wasn't very good to me either. I was beaten until I was big. I was afraid of pain and often resisted. I hid in a house that was used to store firewood that other people didn't live in. Later, the house was erected, so I had to be beaten at home. I was only 11 years old at that time. I bought a pack of rat poison and ate it after school, but I only had a stomachache and then vomited. The second time I drank paraquat when I was 12 years old, but nothing happened. The third time I went to the hospital and hid for five days. After I came back, my parents kept scolding me for losing money. , Until last year, I came out to work. I was 13 years old at the time. I came out with the 140 yuan my mother gave me. Until this year, I was diagnosed with depression. My parents still ignored me. I also felt very tired. I always felt that I would have the same ending as Yi Yao.
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In this book, Yi Yao is an incomprehensible person, and many people cannot understand her deeply. She is sad, dark, stubborn, and confused. Life has brought her too much misfortune. She is sixteen years old, as young as a flower, and she thrives early. Her mother calls her a ****, and her father says: Don't come here if you have nothing to do in the future. Her classmates all call her "100 yuan," Gu Xisen said. : Why don't you die, Qiao Ming said, "You go and surrender." From the age of sixteen to eighteen, three years, she...,, In the book, she did not tell or cry, she was plain and self-deprecating. I once wanted to ask, why are you still trying to live in such pain, but later I understood, because Qi Ming, fate abandoned you on that darkest and dirtiest street in the world. , He is your only light, but, doesn't he also firmly doubt you, your kindness and trust until the final collapse, a youth pierced by sadness, I just hope that the novel is just a novel,,,
This novel is an irrefutable memory of youth
I read this book several years ago, six years ago to be precise. I have passed the age of reading this kind of novels. There are some things that I just can't like after a certain age. But I still remember that I burst into tears when I read this novel. Or maybe I'm just a tearful person. Maybe it's because my youth was too plain, and the isolation of abortion in the novel never had anything to do with me. It really has nothing to do with me. No matter how ridiculous some people think these things are, I think there are always people who have such youth. Behind these things is the confusion, helplessness and sadness of youth. All good things seem to happen to young people. In Qi Ming, I saw this almost ideal state of beauty. In Yi Yao, I saw the shattering of a certain ideal state. Maybe it's magnified, but it's undeniable that we experienced low self-esteem, hesitation and great sadness in our youth. I never deny the difference in life that material things bring. This is why I feel sorry for Guo Jingming. He was still a junior at the time, and he may have been sensitive, inferior, and proud. Of course, now he has a mansion and rich assets. In terms of his income and status, my pity for him is ridiculous, like garbage pity. He is talented, but it is just talent. Yes, he is also very business-savvy. Cleverness is the enemy of wisdom. But I still like him very much, and his novels are very good. It was enough for me to be touched and think at that age. Time has turned him into the Guo Jingming he is now, and turned me into a person who can no longer read youth novels. But these books and the emotions at that time are all preserved there intact, still sad and sad. Yi Yao ended with death. Now I can understand that when a person chooses to die, it is already the end of the road. Losing all hope can happen at any time. Death is as natural as drinking water. Guo Jingming has a very delicate writing style, but the gorgeous words inevitably reveal hollowness and desolation, which still makes me feel sad. This is not my youth, but I will cry for such youth. I chose to pay for such a story because it was worth it. Maybe after losing something, you will suddenly remember the beauty of having it. Now I no longer have youth. Although youth is as cheap as cabbage, I start to miss it a little bit. Time automatically filters out the restlessness, loneliness and embarrassment of the past, and like a liar, begins to sell the past to me.
I want to say that the heroine of this novel is too pretentious. She and I have really different views. She had a child in her teens, had an abortion without considering the consequences, and made everything she did right. I like the dark style, but I don't like novels with incorrect views, especially those where the heroine has incorrect views. Even if I read it, I can't be a substitute for it. Anyway, I just don't like the heroine. The heroine in the movie is okay, but I really can't accept the heroine in the novel.
About Yiyao
I read the entire book a year ago, and now that I'm talking about it, I can't remember a lot of it clearly. Although Yi Yao was sometimes pitiful and her mother Lin Huafeng always beat her violently, she still thought of Yi Yao when she died and she had always loved her. So Yi Yao is not really pitiful. What is pitiful is that she does not love herself, so she just hangs out with others, forgetting that Qi Ming is always by her side. Until Qi Ming also found true love, Yi Yao felt an inexplicable emotion and gradually remembered how good Qi Ming was to her in the past. However, later, Gu Senxiang was humiliated because of a text message. Hence committing suicide. If you think about it carefully, everyone is right. If you really want to say something, Yi Yao's youth and frivolity made her do many wrong things. If she hadn't been pregnant and had seen Qi Ming earlier, maybe she would have been with Qi Ming and wouldn't have made Gu Senxiang and Gu Senxi so miserable. The whole book is just like the name. Sadness turns into a river. But I didn't like the ending, I thought it was a bad ending. A bunch of people died inexplicably. (Personal opinion, don't comment if you don't like it.)
Yes, you all think Gu Senxiang is pitiful and think Gu Senxiang is the most innocent victim. So Yi Yao is not innocent? Should Yi Yao be angry with them? It's so funny. You all think Gu Senxiang is good-looking and excellent, and you all feel sorry for Gu Senxiang. So does Yi Yao deserve to die if he is not good-looking and excellent? Do you deserve to be bullied by them? He said that Yi Yao shouldn't have sent the message to Gu Senxiang. I'm afraid you have never liked someone. Yi Yao knew that Qi Ming liked Gu Senxiang, so he said that Qi Ming's girlfriend was Gu Senxiang. If you like someone, you will know how Yi Yao feels. Cactus is not a flower and cannot be held in the palm of someone's hand. I am saying this for the first commenter. Also, I'm sorry that you are not Yi Yao, so don't comment on other people's behavior casually. I can say that I had such an experience when I was in elementary school. I transferred from a rural area to a county elementary school. Just a few days after I was transferred, the whole class isolated me. The most common words I heard all day were the curse words they called me. They treated me as a virus. Everything I touched would be treated as a particularly disgusting thing. Since elementary school, our class has liked good-looking girls. Everyone does. Good-looking girls are particularly popular in our class. I can't help it. My appearance is natural, so I was isolated by the whole class. I spent three years of elementary school, three years of junior high school and three years of middle school like this. I spent it with the whole class disgusted with you.
Current affairs.
The tears are different from others. When Qi Ming said thank you to Yi Yao, his nose felt sore. 'It turns out that my existence is already a burden to you. It turns out that even you want to escape from me. ' ----Yi Yao, a girl who was always unfavored by fate, lived as strong as a stone, but in the end she gave up on this cold world. Qi Ming Gu Senxi's feelings for Yi Yao are not as deep as imagined. They are just distress and pity. There is not much love. From beginning to end. No one is completely reckless in protecting Yi Yao. No one chooses to believe Yi Yao unconditionally. No one can betray the whole world for Yi Yao. This book is full of abuse and a river of sadness. So, everyone is gone. So, there is no so.
To be honest, the abuse is super sadistic, but why are the male and female protagonists not together, and the male protagonist is still with the second female protagonist... Because I bought the book to read it, I couldn't finish reading it until I read half of it. I continued to read it after a few days. It was so sadistic that I couldn't stand it anymore. I really admire the author and how he wrote it. This is the most abusive novel I have ever read, and there is no other.
Death
Regarding Gu Senxiang, I sneered. You are so cared for, you are as bright as a star. You are clean and self-possessed, you are as beautiful as a dream. Why do you say "I hate this dirty world"? Many people don't like Yi Yao. Rebellious, vicious, dirty... All the cruel words applied to this girl are not enough. However, this girl, who was not yet nineteen years old, chose to end her life in front of her lover in a thrilling way. That was her only resistance to this sad world. The humiliation of the past, the indifference of the past, the shame of the past. At this moment, it stopped abruptly. Regarding Qi Ming, the girl must have thought: You gave me your warmth. So, indifferent you, I gladly accept it. And the person in Qi Ming's heart must be Yi Yao. There was no reason for Gu Senxiang's suicide. Yi Yao died alone, in front of him. The words "thank you" may not necessarily mean that Miss Xie has left his world. But watching the girl gradually become happy brought me happiness. Qi Ming thanked Yi Yao for bringing him happiness. After so many years of wandering around, Qi Ming got out of the alley. There was no escape from her death.
Sadness turns into a river
In fact, Qi Ming loved Yi Yao. He was jealous when Yi Yao and Li Zhe were together. He wanted to give all the good things to Yi Yao. He wanted to help Yi Yao get out of this unfortunate life. He had seen all the bad things about her, and he felt sorry for her. He wants to take care of her? When others said that Yi Yao was worth a hundred yuan, he hesitated, but in the end he waited for her to come back in the alley. I believe you. He cried and said that if you are short of money, sleep with me and I will give you the money. He thought he could always take care of Yi Yao like this and go to and from school with her! We can leave this place together! Later I found out it was just compassionate love! Later, when he met the almost impeccable Gu Senxiang, he couldn't help but fall in love with her! Just like Yi Yao said, people want to get close to beautiful things when they see them! When he found out that Yi Yao started playing tricks on others, Qi Ming felt that Yi Yao was just like those girls! He started to get tired of Yi Yao and didn't even want to see her! But when something happened to Yi Yao, he was so nervous that his face turned pale! That feeling of love and hate, she caught him off guard! He likes Gu Senxiang's beauty, but he can't let go of Yi Yao's burden! So later on when they drifted apart Qi Ming said to Yi Yao: 'Thank you! ' Thank you for your relief, I can be with the beautiful Gu Senxiang with peace of mind, and I no longer have to feel guilty about not being able to take care of you. As for Yi Yao's death, other students were insulting her and laughing at her! He bullied her and she didn't even say a word! As long as Qi Ming believes in her, it is enough. Qi Ming has always been the place she hopes and yearns for! It is her spiritual support! And Gu Senxi is a warm light in her darkness. Gu Senxi accused her of being a murderer with just one text message. He didn't give her a chance to explain. The first thing he said on the phone was that you should surrender! Scold her, why don't you die! And when she called Qi Ming, the first thing she said was that you should surrender! The one who once believed in her unswervingly, Qi Ming, now doubts her unswervingly! The two most important people in her life! They all gave Yi Yao warmth and hope! But they were also the ones who pushed Yi Yao into despair! Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, the defense in my heart collapsed bit by bit! Finally, he jumped down from the rooftop and landed in front of Qi Ming! He thought that only Yi Yao's death would be worthy of Gu Senxiang, but when Yi Yao died in front of him, the sadness devoured him bit by bit, and finally ended his life by surrendering to gas! Gu Senxi wished that Yi Yao would die for his sister, but when Yi Yao really died, he would go to the alley every day to see the house where she lived... Yi Yao is unfortunate. After reading this novel, I feel so sad! The story is sad from the beginning to the end! Every protagonist ends sadly! Sadness turns into a river! I wish the novel was just a novel!
In fact, the people who criticize Yi Yao in the comments are because they have not understood this feeling. I am 14 this year, and I have to file to study because of the pressure from my family and school. My parents don't like me either, just because I am a girl, so they It wasn't very good to me either. I was beaten until I was big. I was afraid of pain and often resisted. I hid in a house that was used to store firewood that other people didn't live in. Later, the house was erected, so I had to be beaten at home. I was only 11 years old at that time. I bought a pack of rat poison and ate it after school, but I only had a stomachache and then vomited. The second time I drank paraquat when I was 12 years old, but nothing happened. The third time I went to the hospital and hid for five days. After I came back, my parents kept scolding me for losing money. , Until last year, I came out to work. I was 13 years old at the time. I came out with the 140 yuan my mother gave me. Until this year, I was diagnosed with depression. My parents still ignored me. I also felt very tired. I always felt that I would have the same ending as Yi Yao.
