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Question: What is insomnia? Answer: Insomnia means being unable to fall asleep at night or being unable to fall asleep after waking up; the feeling of insomnia is being upset. This is the answer from Wang Zhixiang, my high school classmate and attending physician. This is both callous and downright stupid. Because insomnia has no distinction between day and night, being upset is only the primary stage of insomnia. The correct answer should be: I feel listless during the day, my face is pale, and my eye circles are blue; when night comes, I take sleeping pills early, take a hot bath, lie on the bed, first fight with the pillow, and then with the quilt. As soon as I close my eyes, I feel uneasy and full of doubts: Can I fall asleep? Then, try various ways to log in to sleep, counting over and over again, counting up and down - it doesn't work; staring at the dark ceiling and imagining the white clouds in the sky - it doesn't work; focusing on the Buddha and continuously chanting Amitabha silently - it doesn't work; imagining that you have become a butterfly, flying slowly around... In the end, the butterfly is a butterfly, you are still you, you are still insomnia, and you are still the one with insomnia - all in vain!
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