I Only Peeked at Him
by Zhijiu
About This Novel
An ordinary girl meets the boy who has been crowned the most popular. She performed this one-man show of secret love to the extreme. This is the grandest memoir of a teenage crush. The representative of the first-year high school students spoke, and Chen Nan had a lifelong misunderstanding with Lu Xu. The young man's heroic profile and standard reading posture caused the light to fall on the yellowed book paper and also some of his body. The skylight shone on his face, making his skin look nice and white. Lu Xu carefully read every word in the book, his eyebrows relaxed, and he no longer looked as restless as before. She could even see the eye-catching mole on his nose, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the high bridge of his nose. He looked like a man who had just stepped out of a book. Time was at peace at this moment. After that, Chen Nan spent ten years letting go of that moment. --"In this vast youth, for me, amidst the bustle of people, just taking a peek at him is enough." He will probably never know that there was once a girl who loved him throughout his youth.
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I had a crush on someone for four years. I had the same crush experience as Chen Nan. However, he was my deskmate and someone I could see as soon as I turned around. There was no need to create a deliberate chance encounter. He was also my spiritual support in school. My conditions were much better than Chen Nan, but I really didn't have the courage to say that I like you. Now After graduation, my secret love has never ended. Really, it is hard to forget and let go of the first person I really like. I thought time would wash away everything, but I have been dreaming about him for a week. Every time I wake up from the dream, I miss him more. I wish him to shine, shine, be safe and everything goes well in his world.
I want to tell Song Ciyu, be brave, confess your love, and let Chen Nan know that you have been secretly in love with him for 8 years. Don't let your secret love be dark. Most people don't believe that they can have a crush on someone for 8 or 9 years, but the three years I have had a crush on someone cannot be said to be very long. Compared to the author, I feel it is too short, but to me it seems to be a long three years. I have seen him in high spirits and in despair, but in the end we were not even friends, and he didn't even know that I existed.
I am also a timid person who has a crush. This book really touched me. I am also very humble. Speaking of your appearance, I am more familiar with your back. I am also the kind of person who dare not talk to the person I like. He and I have been classmates in junior high school for three years, and my classmates in high school only said two sentences in one sentence. , Thank you, it's okay, I peek at him every time, thousands of times from the corner of my eye, and my heart bleeds when I see him with my friend. That girl is just like Wen Yang, enthusiastic, cheerful and brave. My story is really similar to Chen Nan's. My impression of him is that he is just a classmate. My classmate, many years later, he may not even remember my name. At that time, he used studying to numb himself and had a secret love for three years. My love for him did not disappear on the day of graduation, and my obsession with him did not disappear when he was with my friend. When I was a student, After graduating from college, I still think of him. I still like the same type and personality as him. My impression of him gradually becomes blurred. He is really a coward. I didn't dare to say anything to him, and I didn't dare to see him. I didn't dare to look at him openly. Like Chen Nan, not every secret love has results.
Chapter 4 made me cry. What struck me the most was not the unrequited crush, but the suffocating feeling of seeing him slowly fall in love with someone else. It was the powerlessness and sadness of watching him fall in love with someone else. I suddenly thought of a sentence: "At that moment, there was a tsunami in my heart, but I stood quietly and didn't let anyone know." I cried to death. The emotion of secret love is really real [crying] Some details really exist, I really cried to death
I prefer Song Ci Island to the road
I cried when I read it, the most passionate chapter in Hot Youth.
Maybe everyone has had a secret love, it may succeed or it may fail, but if you are braver, maybe you will have a different result.
So in the end, don't you want to give Song Ciyu and Chen Nan an ending? He likes her so much｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡
Why can't the ending have the heroine and Song Ciyu together?
It's time for Song Ciyu to let go
Secret love is always a one-man show
"Love me once, no matter how late you are"
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secret love
I had a crush on someone for four years. I had the same crush experience as Chen Nan. However, he was my deskmate and someone I could see as soon as I turned around. There was no need to create a deliberate chance encounter. He was also my spiritual support in school. My conditions were much better than Chen Nan, but I really didn't have the courage to say that I like you. Now After graduation, my secret love has never ended. Really, it is hard to forget and let go of the first person I really like. I thought time would wash away everything, but I have been dreaming about him for a week. Every time I wake up from the dream, I miss him more. I wish him to shine, shine, be safe and everything goes well in his world.
I want to tell Song Ciyu, be brave, confess your love, and let Chen Nan know that you have been secretly in love with him for 8 years. Don't let your secret love be dark. Most people don't believe that they can have a crush on someone for 8 or 9 years, but the three years I have had a crush on someone cannot be said to be very long. Compared to the author, I feel it is too short, but to me it seems to be a long three years. I have seen him in high spirits and in despair, but in the end we were not even friends, and he didn't even know that I existed.
I am also a timid person who has a crush. This book really touched me. I am also very humble. Speaking of your appearance, I am more familiar with your back. I am also the kind of person who dare not talk to the person I like. He and I have been classmates in junior high school for three years, and my classmates in high school only said two sentences in one sentence. , Thank you, it's okay, I peek at him every time, thousands of times from the corner of my eye, and my heart bleeds when I see him with my friend. That girl is just like Wen Yang, enthusiastic, cheerful and brave. My story is really similar to Chen Nan's. My impression of him is that he is just a classmate. My classmate, many years later, he may not even remember my name. At that time, he used studying to numb himself and had a secret love for three years. My love for him did not disappear on the day of graduation, and my obsession with him did not disappear when he was with my friend. When I was a student, After graduating from college, I still think of him. I still like the same type and personality as him. My impression of him gradually becomes blurred. He is really a coward. I didn't dare to say anything to him, and I didn't dare to see him. I didn't dare to look at him openly. Like Chen Nan, not every secret love has results.
Chapter 4 made me cry. What struck me the most was not the unrequited crush, but the suffocating feeling of seeing him slowly fall in love with someone else. It was the powerlessness and sadness of watching him fall in love with someone else. I suddenly thought of a sentence: "At that moment, there was a tsunami in my heart, but I stood quietly and didn't let anyone know." I cried to death. The emotion of secret love is really real [crying] Some details really exist, I really cried to death
I prefer Song Ci Island to the road
I cried when I read it, the most passionate chapter in Hot Youth.
Maybe everyone has had a secret love, it may succeed or it may fail, but if you are braver, maybe you will have a different result.
So in the end, don't you want to give Song Ciyu and Chen Nan an ending? He likes her so much｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡
Why can't the ending have the heroine and Song Ciyu together?
It's time for Song Ciyu to let go
Secret love is always a one-man show
"Love me once, no matter how late you are"
