Our Youth Has Come to an End
by Ah Q
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I have always believed that He Yebei really loved me when he was nineteen years old. He gave up his first college entrance examination for me and searched for me all over the street, crazy and passionate. It is because of this that no matter how cruel, dark or painful the memory of the past is, I cannot forget it, not even the slightest detail. There is the most real me, the most real He Yebei, the most real Xiao Jiang, Qiqi, Lu Xia, Lin Zhishen, etc., And all the people who have passed through my youth. At the end of the story, a group of us stood in front of Qiqi's grave and recalled the past. Youth was getting farther and farther away from us, but Qiqi was the only one who would always be young and beautiful.
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To be honest, after reading this novel, I was deeply moved. When Ranran died, I cried. I have hated Lu Xia. I hate how she can get the favor of He Yebei, Jiang Chengrui and Lin Zhishen without doing anything. Is it based on appearance? What I love most is Ranran, a girl who is willing to give everything for love. If Ranran had not died at that time, would everything be different if Jiang Chengrui found out that he loved Ranran five years later? But there are not so many possibilities. Five years later, He Yebei's love for Bei Yinan turned into guilt in the long river of time. When I saw He Yebei proposing to Bei Yinan, I hoped that Bei Yinan would reject him and start a new life, and let this secret of youth be buried in the past. Because He Yebei's love for her was no longer pure. Back then, when Bei Yinan confessed, He Yebei once said "responsibility." Therefore, He Yebei proposed to Bei Yinan just to be responsible. I felt a little sympathy for Jiang Chengrui later on, but I only blamed him for understanding it too late. I personally think that Bei should have lost weight in the end, and rejected He, (burying the past in the wind), bid farewell to this youth, and started to meet others. But, but,,,,, this is what I think
Our youth has come to an end.
Youth is a grand banquet, always packed. Along the way, people came and went, and there were also people who never returned. First love, the green and sweet words, has buried many years of youth and sad past. In this book, I don't know how many people have found their truest selves. Their immature faces will quietly change over time, but those heavy memories of youth will never fade away, reminding themselves over and over again that they were lost in the maze of love and were in a dilemma. Those bloody wounds in youth were torn open, never bandaged, began to fester and scab, and finally left dazzling scars, ugly and ferocious, but incomparably symbolic of the pain experienced in love. Maybe happiness has really come, but it is fleeting and there is no time to notice, leaving only the empty regret in the heart. I like Qiqi in the article and feel sorry for Bei Yinan in the article. Qiqi, a beautiful, kind and passionate girl, always amazed me with her bold personality and strong love. During adolescence, did you like someone as stubbornly as Qiqi? You devoted yourself to him without hesitation, followed his footsteps, and were willing to go all the way. Regardless of everyone's advice and obstruction, you were crazy about the person you liked in front of you, got drunk for him, forced yourself to smile for him, and shed tears every lonely night but said nothing about it. The passion of love is overwhelming, extremely strong, and extremely sincere... Qiqi, such a girl who amazes everyone, is rebellious and flamboyant, bold and enthusiastic. If I didn't love Jiang Chengrui to the extreme, how could I watch him having sex with one girlfriend after another, unwilling to express my sadness... Always smiling forcefully, and even resolutely standing up to protect the girl around him, forcing himself into a dead end for the sake of him and Lu Xia's consideration. You know clearly that the person you like is not good enough, but you still plunge into the cage of love. It is painful, but you are happy with it. She was telling herself over and over again that she should have given up long ago, but she still lied to herself because she simply couldn't do it and was unwilling to give up. Because Qiqi's words completely moved Bei Yinan, she said, "You are the only person I have ever loved." Yes, "the only one". The purest, spotless, without a trace of impurities. Therefore, from that time on, Xiaobei has determined her thoughts in her heart. In this life, she must love this girl well, no matter whether anyone in the world loves her or not. She must treat well the girl in front of her who looks strong but is extremely weak on the inside. The girl who is the first to step forward to help her tide over difficulties when she encounters trouble. This girl who dotes on her like a younger sister. She has suffered a lot of criticism but still smiles strong. In the eyes of outsiders, she is a seductive, rebellious, uneducated, and impure girl. Qiqi is the most heart-wrenching girl. The words he muttered before he lost his footing and fell down the building, "Xiao Bei, save me..." Became Xiao Bei's most painful nightmare, like a curse, tightly wrapped around his heart and bound, feeling the suffocation of his soul, causing pain to spread throughout his body. Undoubtedly, it is a knot that will always remain in Xiaobei's heart. Threads and webs are intertwined and intricate. When Qiqi needed her, when she faced this huge fear alone with no one by her side, she couldn't help her, causing this originally glamorous girl to pass away on her birthday. This fatal blow is difficult for anyone to recover from. Later, Xiaobei suffered from depression and took Qiqi's death out on everyone. Then, he began to gradually degenerate... Becoming more and more like Qiqi, but could not tolerate anyone saying a bad word about her. The love affair with He Yebei also began to make initial progress. After failing the college entrance examination and becoming pregnant, He Yebei left without saying goodbye. He went to the United States alone to look for He Yebei, but was hit again. Then he had a miscarriage, developed bulimia, and was completely changed beyond recognition. In the last five years, she lived by missing her... When she met him again, there was a different her beside him. What made her most sad and desperate was not that He Yebei did not recognize her and treated her like a stranger, but that his appearance once again aroused the pain that had been stored in her heart for a long time. Fortunately, after going around in circles, Bei Yinan finally recognized his own heart and reality, and bravely and firmly came together with He Yebei and walked hand in hand. In fact, happiness will always come. It does not mean that the time has not arrived. Sometimes it is only at the click of a finger. Real happiness depends on your own heart. Accepting all the pain in youth and living strong is the best reward given to fate.
I cried as I typed these words.
I cried as I typed these words. Please forgive me if there are any typos. From the time Qiqi kept confessing that she liked Jiang Chengrui but to no avail, I kept crying. I cried throughout the whole book, especially when Bei Yinan finally rushed to the scene but heard people around him saying that Qiqi was probably dead. In that paragraph, I was really crying to death. Like Bei Yinan, I kept asking why in my heart, why did Qiqi die, and why didn't everyone care about Qiqi? Why does everyone think Qiqi is a bad child and dislike her, but Lu Xia is liked by everyone because she looks innocent and like a good child? There are so many reasons why and no precise answer. Every time I read about Qiqi, I have the urge to transform into the person in the novel and change everything. However, everything has already happened and cannot be changed no matter what. After reading this book, my heart could not be calm for a long time. This novel is really as everyone said, cruel! Although the final ending is quite satisfactory. But I still feel abused! To be honest, I am still young. After reading this book, I am a little afraid of growing up. I am a little panicked. I am afraid that my close friends will suddenly leave me. I am afraid of the changes in the future. Countless fears are growing in my heart. But how can youth not be painful? Now I hope that my youth can pass in an ordinary way, but I am a little unwilling to be ordinary. I am such a contradiction. This book should not be read by those with poor psychological endurance - advice from me who was tortured to the point of being tortured.
What is lost will never come back - Comment: Our youth has come to an end
Comment: In fact, I used to love sad stories more, full of regrets, impressive and unforgettable. Maybe he's looking for abuse. After rereading this book, I am still so sad that I can't help myself. Why do we always have to pay the price of someone's life in order to grow and have enlightenment? And this person is my favorite Qiqi. I love Qiqi, who is willing to sacrifice herself for love, is beautiful, kind, enthusiastic, and flamboyant. I love her even more for her freedom and authenticity. If she didn't really love Jiang Chengrui so much, she wouldn't just watch him change girlfriends one after another, but still forcefully smile, and even stand up for the girl next to him and put herself in dangerous situations. But the person she loved had never laid eyes on her before she was alive, and no matter how hard she chased him, it would be of no avail. What's even more ridiculous is that after her death, he actually knew how good she was, or at least fell in love with her. Then I thought about it, yes, who wouldn't like such a good girl? Qiqi suffered a lot of criticism but still smiled strongly, which made people feel heartbroken. In the end... There was no good ending. God is unfair! I really feel sad for Qiqi. Generally speaking, Ah Q's youth novels are so sad that they hurt the heart and soul. This one is the same as before. The only difference is that it makes people feel a lot of emotion. Everything has changed after the changes in the world. I can't help but wonder if everyone could give others more kindness, less slander, and less jealousy, would things be completely different? I think it will definitely not be such an ending. Finally, I sincerely hope that all beautiful girls can be treated gently by life.
Tears welled up as I watched it, the pain of youth! I'm 31 years old! I went to junior high school in 1999. He was my classmate in the same grade but in a different class. We had no contact with each other in junior high school until we were about to graduate from high school... I liked him, I had always liked him, and we got together in a daze. He told me that he liked a girl, and even loved her very much. But they are not together. Be with me because he said being with me is easy because I don't ask for anything. Yes, it's all my efforts. Until we start working, we are still a company! Haha... A variable appeared... He cheated on me... The person who cheated on me was a waiter at a restaurant where we often went to eat... So much so that my colleagues and friends in the cooperative company knew about it, but I didn't know... He even brought the girl into the company and asked me to study with her... How much he looked up to me! What followed was a series of reactions. The breakup I proposed was still in the same company. Later, I fell in love and got married to a fellow guy from the marketing department of the same company... I no longer pay attention to him...
In fact, I think that in the end, He Yebei didn't like Bei Yinan at all. He just felt guilty about her and wanted to be responsible for her. But what Bei Yinan couldn't let go of was just their beautiful memories.
I cried while reading this book. Perhaps in real life it is difficult to find a girl like Ranran who would give up her life for love. But we can see people like Lu Xia everywhere, who can be loved by so many people even though they have done nothing. Human life is not as beautiful as fairy tales. There are always a few people who you love but don't love you back. In first love, the world of adults always thinks that we don't understand anything, but the pain of losing each other and the pain of youth are real. I hate everyone inside who likes Lu Xia, and I also hate the people inside who hate Ranran.
The tone of the whole novel is sadistic. I finally finished reading the whole book due to the dilemma of wanting to read but not daring to continue reading. Fortunately, the ending is happy. Out of love for his son, He Pili didn't want him to live in pain and entanglement at a young age, so he chose to forgive, and also enlightened and helped the male and female protagonists. Those who have passed away should live well. The heroine's parents chose to forgive and accept the hero out of love for their daughter. Who told their daughter to love this boy deeply? As long as her daughter is happy, they will always support her. For Bei Yinan, heart disease requires heart medicine. He Yebei is her medicine. Her medicine has come back to her. One day she will recover and be the sunny and thin Bei Yinan again.
I really like it, I really like it
I stayed up late to read this novel. I felt a lot and my eyes were red from crying. I thought of another person again. It can be regarded as my first love. At that time, I was still young and my love was too strong. I thought that a vow would last forever. I loved her vigorously and suffered real pain. I always stubbornly thought that I would never forgive him for hurting me. But three years have passed. Three years ago, I would never have thought that when we meet again, I can calmly say: Long time no see. I really like, I really like, He Yebei, Gu Yinan, Xiao Jiang, Qiqi, and even Lu Xia, they all really loved each other in the dark days of their youth. Youthful love really does not need to be evaluated. After all, there is nothing wrong with us loving others deeply.
I read this novel when I was in junior high school. Now that I am in college, I still love it. I really hope it can be made into a TV series or movie, I really like it.
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To be honest, after reading this novel, I was deeply moved. When Ranran died, I cried. I have hated Lu Xia. I hate how she can get the favor of He Yebei, Jiang Chengrui and Lin Zhishen without doing anything. Is it based on appearance? What I love most is Ranran, a girl who is willing to give everything for love. If Ranran had not died at that time, would everything be different if Jiang Chengrui found out that he loved Ranran five years later? But there are not so many possibilities. Five years later, He Yebei's love for Bei Yinan turned into guilt in the long river of time. When I saw He Yebei proposing to Bei Yinan, I hoped that Bei Yinan would reject him and start a new life, and let this secret of youth be buried in the past. Because He Yebei's love for her was no longer pure. Back then, when Bei Yinan confessed, He Yebei once said "responsibility." Therefore, He Yebei proposed to Bei Yinan just to be responsible. I felt a little sympathy for Jiang Chengrui later on, but I only blamed him for understanding it too late. I personally think that Bei should have lost weight in the end, and rejected He, (burying the past in the wind), bid farewell to this youth, and started to meet others. But, but,,,,, this is what I think
Our youth has come to an end.
Youth is a grand banquet, always packed. Along the way, people came and went, and there were also people who never returned. First love, the green and sweet words, has buried many years of youth and sad past. In this book, I don't know how many people have found their truest selves. Their immature faces will quietly change over time, but those heavy memories of youth will never fade away, reminding themselves over and over again that they were lost in the maze of love and were in a dilemma. Those bloody wounds in youth were torn open, never bandaged, began to fester and scab, and finally left dazzling scars, ugly and ferocious, but incomparably symbolic of the pain experienced in love. Maybe happiness has really come, but it is fleeting and there is no time to notice, leaving only the empty regret in the heart. I like Qiqi in the article and feel sorry for Bei Yinan in the article. Qiqi, a beautiful, kind and passionate girl, always amazed me with her bold personality and strong love. During adolescence, did you like someone as stubbornly as Qiqi? You devoted yourself to him without hesitation, followed his footsteps, and were willing to go all the way. Regardless of everyone's advice and obstruction, you were crazy about the person you liked in front of you, got drunk for him, forced yourself to smile for him, and shed tears every lonely night but said nothing about it. The passion of love is overwhelming, extremely strong, and extremely sincere... Qiqi, such a girl who amazes everyone, is rebellious and flamboyant, bold and enthusiastic. If I didn't love Jiang Chengrui to the extreme, how could I watch him having sex with one girlfriend after another, unwilling to express my sadness... Always smiling forcefully, and even resolutely standing up to protect the girl around him, forcing himself into a dead end for the sake of him and Lu Xia's consideration. You know clearly that the person you like is not good enough, but you still plunge into the cage of love. It is painful, but you are happy with it. She was telling herself over and over again that she should have given up long ago, but she still lied to herself because she simply couldn't do it and was unwilling to give up. Because Qiqi's words completely moved Bei Yinan, she said, "You are the only person I have ever loved." Yes, "the only one". The purest, spotless, without a trace of impurities. Therefore, from that time on, Xiaobei has determined her thoughts in her heart. In this life, she must love this girl well, no matter whether anyone in the world loves her or not. She must treat well the girl in front of her who looks strong but is extremely weak on the inside. The girl who is the first to step forward to help her tide over difficulties when she encounters trouble. This girl who dotes on her like a younger sister. She has suffered a lot of criticism but still smiles strong. In the eyes of outsiders, she is a seductive, rebellious, uneducated, and impure girl. Qiqi is the most heart-wrenching girl. The words he muttered before he lost his footing and fell down the building, "Xiao Bei, save me..." Became Xiao Bei's most painful nightmare, like a curse, tightly wrapped around his heart and bound, feeling the suffocation of his soul, causing pain to spread throughout his body. Undoubtedly, it is a knot that will always remain in Xiaobei's heart. Threads and webs are intertwined and intricate. When Qiqi needed her, when she faced this huge fear alone with no one by her side, she couldn't help her, causing this originally glamorous girl to pass away on her birthday. This fatal blow is difficult for anyone to recover from. Later, Xiaobei suffered from depression and took Qiqi's death out on everyone. Then, he began to gradually degenerate... Becoming more and more like Qiqi, but could not tolerate anyone saying a bad word about her. The love affair with He Yebei also began to make initial progress. After failing the college entrance examination and becoming pregnant, He Yebei left without saying goodbye. He went to the United States alone to look for He Yebei, but was hit again. Then he had a miscarriage, developed bulimia, and was completely changed beyond recognition. In the last five years, she lived by missing her... When she met him again, there was a different her beside him. What made her most sad and desperate was not that He Yebei did not recognize her and treated her like a stranger, but that his appearance once again aroused the pain that had been stored in her heart for a long time. Fortunately, after going around in circles, Bei Yinan finally recognized his own heart and reality, and bravely and firmly came together with He Yebei and walked hand in hand. In fact, happiness will always come. It does not mean that the time has not arrived. Sometimes it is only at the click of a finger. Real happiness depends on your own heart. Accepting all the pain in youth and living strong is the best reward given to fate.
I cried as I typed these words.
I cried as I typed these words. Please forgive me if there are any typos. From the time Qiqi kept confessing that she liked Jiang Chengrui but to no avail, I kept crying. I cried throughout the whole book, especially when Bei Yinan finally rushed to the scene but heard people around him saying that Qiqi was probably dead. In that paragraph, I was really crying to death. Like Bei Yinan, I kept asking why in my heart, why did Qiqi die, and why didn't everyone care about Qiqi? Why does everyone think Qiqi is a bad child and dislike her, but Lu Xia is liked by everyone because she looks innocent and like a good child? There are so many reasons why and no precise answer. Every time I read about Qiqi, I have the urge to transform into the person in the novel and change everything. However, everything has already happened and cannot be changed no matter what. After reading this book, my heart could not be calm for a long time. This novel is really as everyone said, cruel! Although the final ending is quite satisfactory. But I still feel abused! To be honest, I am still young. After reading this book, I am a little afraid of growing up. I am a little panicked. I am afraid that my close friends will suddenly leave me. I am afraid of the changes in the future. Countless fears are growing in my heart. But how can youth not be painful? Now I hope that my youth can pass in an ordinary way, but I am a little unwilling to be ordinary. I am such a contradiction. This book should not be read by those with poor psychological endurance - advice from me who was tortured to the point of being tortured.
What is lost will never come back - Comment: Our youth has come to an end
Comment: In fact, I used to love sad stories more, full of regrets, impressive and unforgettable. Maybe he's looking for abuse. After rereading this book, I am still so sad that I can't help myself. Why do we always have to pay the price of someone's life in order to grow and have enlightenment? And this person is my favorite Qiqi. I love Qiqi, who is willing to sacrifice herself for love, is beautiful, kind, enthusiastic, and flamboyant. I love her even more for her freedom and authenticity. If she didn't really love Jiang Chengrui so much, she wouldn't just watch him change girlfriends one after another, but still forcefully smile, and even stand up for the girl next to him and put herself in dangerous situations. But the person she loved had never laid eyes on her before she was alive, and no matter how hard she chased him, it would be of no avail. What's even more ridiculous is that after her death, he actually knew how good she was, or at least fell in love with her. Then I thought about it, yes, who wouldn't like such a good girl? Qiqi suffered a lot of criticism but still smiled strongly, which made people feel heartbroken. In the end... There was no good ending. God is unfair! I really feel sad for Qiqi. Generally speaking, Ah Q's youth novels are so sad that they hurt the heart and soul. This one is the same as before. The only difference is that it makes people feel a lot of emotion. Everything has changed after the changes in the world. I can't help but wonder if everyone could give others more kindness, less slander, and less jealousy, would things be completely different? I think it will definitely not be such an ending. Finally, I sincerely hope that all beautiful girls can be treated gently by life.
Tears welled up as I watched it, the pain of youth! I'm 31 years old! I went to junior high school in 1999. He was my classmate in the same grade but in a different class. We had no contact with each other in junior high school until we were about to graduate from high school... I liked him, I had always liked him, and we got together in a daze. He told me that he liked a girl, and even loved her very much. But they are not together. Be with me because he said being with me is easy because I don't ask for anything. Yes, it's all my efforts. Until we start working, we are still a company! Haha... A variable appeared... He cheated on me... The person who cheated on me was a waiter at a restaurant where we often went to eat... So much so that my colleagues and friends in the cooperative company knew about it, but I didn't know... He even brought the girl into the company and asked me to study with her... How much he looked up to me! What followed was a series of reactions. The breakup I proposed was still in the same company. Later, I fell in love and got married to a fellow guy from the marketing department of the same company... I no longer pay attention to him...
In fact, I think that in the end, He Yebei didn't like Bei Yinan at all. He just felt guilty about her and wanted to be responsible for her. But what Bei Yinan couldn't let go of was just their beautiful memories.
I cried while reading this book. Perhaps in real life it is difficult to find a girl like Ranran who would give up her life for love. But we can see people like Lu Xia everywhere, who can be loved by so many people even though they have done nothing. Human life is not as beautiful as fairy tales. There are always a few people who you love but don't love you back. In first love, the world of adults always thinks that we don't understand anything, but the pain of losing each other and the pain of youth are real. I hate everyone inside who likes Lu Xia, and I also hate the people inside who hate Ranran.
The tone of the whole novel is sadistic. I finally finished reading the whole book due to the dilemma of wanting to read but not daring to continue reading. Fortunately, the ending is happy. Out of love for his son, He Pili didn't want him to live in pain and entanglement at a young age, so he chose to forgive, and also enlightened and helped the male and female protagonists. Those who have passed away should live well. The heroine's parents chose to forgive and accept the hero out of love for their daughter. Who told their daughter to love this boy deeply? As long as her daughter is happy, they will always support her. For Bei Yinan, heart disease requires heart medicine. He Yebei is her medicine. Her medicine has come back to her. One day she will recover and be the sunny and thin Bei Yinan again.
I really like it, I really like it
I stayed up late to read this novel. I felt a lot and my eyes were red from crying. I thought of another person again. It can be regarded as my first love. At that time, I was still young and my love was too strong. I thought that a vow would last forever. I loved her vigorously and suffered real pain. I always stubbornly thought that I would never forgive him for hurting me. But three years have passed. Three years ago, I would never have thought that when we meet again, I can calmly say: Long time no see. I really like, I really like, He Yebei, Gu Yinan, Xiao Jiang, Qiqi, and even Lu Xia, they all really loved each other in the dark days of their youth. Youthful love really does not need to be evaluated. After all, there is nothing wrong with us loving others deeply.
I read this novel when I was in junior high school. Now that I am in college, I still love it. I really hope it can be made into a TV series or movie, I really like it.
