Self-redemption of a Patient with Severe Depression

Dear author, I am also a person with mild depression. Every night I think about death or what I should do if my parents die. I often suffer from insomnia just thinking about it. Sometimes I would start crying just thinking about it, until I couldn't even control myself. That fear really took over the whole night and kept me awake. I totally relate to your experience and understanding, keep up the good work! Don't worry about what others think or say, just be yourself and live your life well every day!

Sometimes I lie in bed and think: After I die, my parents won't worry about my grades? After I die, my classmates will stop scolding me? After I die, will the teacher not have to correct my homework? After I die, my parents will no longer worry about the money I spent on insurance policies and supplementary classes? Will the world be a better place after I die? Sometimes I really don't understand. I'm just a second-year junior high school student. Why am I living in such pain?

There is also a person around me who suffers from depression. He is negative every day, has no interest in anything, and is unwilling to communicate with others. He tells him whatever happens and leaves him alone. Every time I want to help him enlighten him, he always says that I am forcing him. He is very tired. Just leave him alone. What should I do? Should I really leave him alone as he said?

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I have been severely depressed since I was a teenager. Sometimes he does stupid things, often cries, feels very depressed, is not interested in anything, often thinks of strange things, and is disgusted with people. There is only hatred in my heart. Also lonely and a weirdo. I get sick as soon as I get home, so I don't like home, and my family hates me. Just like that... Live one day at a time. Sooner or later you will die.

Thirteen years old, Smiling is severely depressed. On my thirteenth birthday, I learned to smoke and drink. I am a good student in school, but I don't want to be a good student at all. I just want to live a good life for myself.

As a minor, I suffer from depression. I feel sorry for you.

Want happiness forever

When you feel very happy, life will always give you a heavy blow, such as family bankruptcy, dropping out of school to work, car accidents, parents and grandparents being hospitalized at the same time, and one day my mother and my grandfather had surgeries at the same time. It is like a game. Whenever you think you are good enough, a boss will appear that you can't beat. Then there will be all kinds of blows, setbacks, ordinary life is so good, how much I long for it, indeed my endurance is limited, and I struggled for more than four years. It can be said that it was the time when I gained the most in my life, and it was also the most disgusting but grateful time in my life. I am very happy about this. I may have lost my dream of progress, but I have simple and ordinary life goals. These four years have been very painful. I have endured the side effects of the drugs and can't even fall asleep on my own. I will overcome these, for sure. Maybe my depression is inescapable for me, just like I have another personality, but it doesn't matter. I believe I will be better!

The world of depression is different, but don't be sure it's depression without going through actual medical testing. There are many types of depression, such as depression and depressive mood. Besides, what depression doesn't want is preaching, philosophy of life, what is a good life, should we continue to live, and so on. I think what people with depression want is too simple. Of course, it may also be very complicated. After all, everyone is different.