I Can't Have You in This Life

I've seen it, I can't have you in this life

Come on!

Today I talked to a friend about some small things, small things in my memories. It seems as if those things, those entanglements, and obsessions in my memories are nothing now! The little thing of love has long been diluted by life. We are social beings, and to be social beings, there are many things for which we must take responsibility. There is no time to worry about such a trivial matter as feelings. When writing this novel, I really had a lot of emotions. Forgive me for being an older literary young woman. Even though I am forced by life, I always have a wish in my heart to fulfill a dream I have had since childhood. Now it seems that there are still many shortcomings in the archived manuscript, and they must be revised one by one. I couldn't express what I wanted to express. Because it only took me more than a month to write it from beginning to end, more than 300,000 words, and I wrote it in my spare time during work and life. I really feel deeply sorry for the readers who are willing to read my novels. Every bit of memory is precious to this day. Even though it was heartbreakingly painful at the time, I feel indifferent now! Letting go is really a very high artistic conception of life! If you no longer cling to something and let it go, it will be nothing. The most important thing is your own heart. All living beings suffer, and suffering comes from the heart. No matter how much you loved at the time, time can always change everything. Therefore, I feel that love cannot last long. But everyone in the world envies the kind of long-lasting love, the love that never changes in its original intention, so I put this obsession in the novel. Xu Ling is that kind of person, a man who exists like a god. He is a man that you will never find in life now. At least, neither I nor the women of my childhood have ever encountered it. A tough shell, a persistent heart, afraid of a thoughtful person in everything, Xu Ling is this thoughtful person, even if you Bai Yi keep pretending, I want to be the person you can take off your disguise and only show your wounds in front of me. Xu Ling was Bai Yi's doctor, the one who made up the missing piece of her heart for thirty years. There is no such masterful rejuvenation in this world, right? I hope that all lovers in time can love with their hearts and with all their strength. Don't give up while you can still love to move. Don't let go. Keep him close to you. You should go to Madman once in your life, right? Otherwise life would be so miserable! When the flowers bloom and fall and all the prosperity is gone, you will be unable to fall in love even if you want to! You will feel regretful and regretful, and you will feel that you have never been your true self in this life. Xu Bai and his wife have a bumpy relationship. In the end, they will feel that everything except life and death is a trivial matter, but even if they have regrets, they want to be together! No matter how much I love you in this world, nothing is as good as being together. With me here, these few words are precious! I hope that someone, regardless of gender, will say to me, I am here, don't worry!