Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise

Lin Yihan is dead Fang Siqi is crazy And I'm still struggling half-dead and half-alive

I really didn't expect anyone to have a similar experience to me. The thoughts and psychological journey from the beginning were exactly the same. Many times I imagined writing my own affairs into a letter and then committing suicide. Because I don't want to feel aggrieved anymore, because there is no one to talk to, shame, that shame can only be understood by those who have experienced it.

Painful encounters are so difficult to share. Fortunately, there is still literature in this world. We cannot change the filth and sinisterness of others, but we can change our attitude and express our care and love for them. I think they don't need our sympathy and pity for them, but respect from others as independent individuals is what they need. This violence is caused by the collective, and we have the responsibility to care for them, instead of just being "spectators" or saying bad things. If you can't face this topic, how can you face your bloody self. We should be fortunate that some people are still strong enough to stand up and accuse, to expose the ugly faces and dirty hearts of some people. I think they will also believe that this is a "cruel but beautiful world that still exists." Cheer for them

Each of us has come or gone from the youth of life. However, some unfortunate people were ruthlessly dragged down by their animal desires and fell into the abyss beyond the reach of their throats. The flowers that were supposed to bloom received the sentence of death in advance, and the evil minions lurked in the transparent light, smiling proudly at the achievement. Or despair, or helplessness; or anesthesia, or introspection. But the established facts always tug at the throat of living life to make it obey. Youth has become a sin, and sin is complacent. When the course of life can no longer be reversed from that moment, everything loses its meaning. The scary thing is that this is not a novel but reality, and it is the fate of being teased that may be hidden in any corner around you. Each and every one of these unfortunate fates is trapped in the devil, and they are ridiculed and scolded by others. I seem to be able to hear that the whistling wind is not filled with sorrow, but the sound of death and silent silence.

In order to write a book review, I changed my nickname, changed my avatar, and even became invisible, so as not to be discovered... Before I was ten years old, there was a very ugly man. My family knew him. At first, I thought he was quite nice and he even took me to play. Then when I went out, he was... Later, it was my grandfather's brother who I really couldn't stand, but there was nothing I could do. When I was in junior high school, my evil uncle turned out to be... I was like my grandparents. My aunt exposed it, but they told me to keep quiet, because I had to endure all the things that happened to me. I long for love, but I don't deserve it I have thought about committing suicide countless times. Maybe it's because I'm a coward, but I just don't dare. Hey

I have also experienced a person crying secretly in a dark corner. I am also Fang Siqi. I was about to collapse. I even thought about committing suicide, killing people, and taking revenge on society. I also secretly thought about why I was so unlucky. After going through this, my father was defrauded of all his savings. My father was not highly educated and worked outside. I was still in school. My father was defrauded in one case, and many people were also defrauded. This case involved billions and so much money. Maybe some of us will never earn a cent in our lifetime, but the main criminal escaped to Hong Kong. The main criminal also has a backer, haha, a high official. Why do you serve the people? You are a vampire. I have nothing. My happy home and my humorous father are all gone. Because of this case, so many families have been destroyed. Haha, so many people have committed suicide, jumped off buildings, and burst into tears. I am not posting this just to make others pity me. This is true. I don't believe there is no trace of it. I'm just complaining and hope things will be better in the future.

I was surprised when I read this book last night. It turns out that there are real examples of girls being victimized but not daring to call the police. I thought about it all night. I don't understand that in this peaceful and prosperous age, although there are still wars in other countries, China, including Taiwan, is basically doing well. Although there are occasional provocations from other countries, overall, the happiness of the Chinese people is much better than that of some other countries in Asia. But even in this peaceful and prosperous age, there are some shadows hidden. These shadows are some truths that we don't want to touch but have to admit. The first is social prejudice Second is the indifference of human nature What's more, it's the attitude of others who want to do to others what they don't want others to do to them. These are the three main things that drove Fang Siqi crazy. Of course, there are also some other contents. It would be great if some friends in the comment area could help answer them. I'm really surprised, what's going on in today's society? One sincere thing that even a child can do is to believe in others. However, many adults and many people in society have long been unable to do so. They questioned the fact that the girl was sexually assaulted, and even wondered whether the girl wanted to use this to promote herself and become a leader. I want to say that's enough. This book not only reflects the isolation and helplessness of girls who are sexually assaulted, but also reflects some shortcomings in society. If you read it carefully, you can still find the profound meaning it contains. So I concluded that maybe the author's original wish in writing this book was to hope that there would never be a girl like Fang Siqi in the world. Including her committing suicide, I think she may also have such thoughts. That's my summary of the book. However, I think there are still some views that are not quite correct. If friends in the comment area have any other opinions, please comment. Thank you. One last thing, I wish there would be no more Fang Siqi in the world

Fang Si didn't reject Li when he was in junior high school. Why didn't he reject Li when he entered high school? After rejecting Li, Li had no choice but to ruin his reputation.

I have also experienced some of her paths. I was not as lucky as others. My youth had a touch of darkness. People who have not experienced it will never understand this feeling.

I was in second grade and he was in fifth grade. He had his eye on me. He started blocking me. I'm always stuck in traffic on my way to and from school. I live in fear every day. I go to and from school with my friends. We go to school together but not after school because we are not in the same class and cannot leave school at the same time. This makes it easier for him to block me . There are three times that left a deep impression on me. Here I will only mention the one that frightened me the most. After school that evening, I hid with my friends in order not to let him find me. My friend doesn't know why I want to avoid him. I dare not tell her for fear of disgusting her. He eventually caught up with us. After a stalemate for a while, I let my friend go. I don't know what I was thinking, but I didn't want her to face this like me. He had no scruples and blocked me in front of a house. I was so scared that I collapsed on the ground. He grabbed me and I cried. I felt like he was kissing me. My eyes were wet with tears, I couldn't see clearly, and I turned my head crazily. Then, he put his hand into my pants and lay in my ear and said it felt so good. I was so desperate. Fortunately, a classmate who loved shopping in shops passed by after shopping. He was afraid of people and ran away. He didn't stop blocking me until he entered middle school This experience no one knows about, but it made me feel inferior throughout my childhood. Now, I seem to see him again in the school cafeteria, and he has become a cook. I'm scared, really scared...