A Memo
by Rent A Small
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A high school memo from an ordinary girl who loves life and photography.
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Youth never ends
From Douyin, I accidentally came across the video of Renzui. You said that you would organize your diary and write your youth into a book. Then you said that you are a nostalgic and forgetful person. I hope that whenever I read this book in the future, I can empathize with my eighteen-year-old self. This is an era of fierce competition. The weak and the strong survive, and science is valued over literature. We have heard too many voices that ordinary undergraduates have no future. But don't forget that we are independent individuals. Our existence has never been to satisfy any kind of voice. This trip has high mountains and long roads, so we must withstand the test. I wish Zuzu to be happy every day, live up to his time and himself, and become a better person
I came here from Douyin to read my sister's high school memorandum👀 "Our existence has never been to satisfy any kind of voice." This is the most impressive sentence I have read so far. My sister and I have similar experiences. When I was in elementary school, I was always first in grade and the one who stood out. But in junior high school, science became my shortcoming as I expected because I had no interest in science itself. For two years in junior high school, I faced the teacher's attention to my science every time and the helplessness of poor grades. The lack of enthusiasm from my classmates, the criticism and worries from my family, my heart is getting more and more broken, and it is getting stronger. Just like this sentence, the meaning of our existence is not to satisfy these people. As long as we go all out, no matter what the outcome is, the ending will not be bad. We can still live a bright and shining life. In the blink of an eye, I am already in the third grade of junior high school. I don't know what I will experience this year, and I don't know where I will go after the high school entrance examination. What will happen. But what I want to tell myself is: "Live according to your heart, as long as it is the decision you make." And keep going without hesitation, the ending will not be too bad." Watching my sister share many interesting stories and experiences, I feel that our seemingly ordinary lives are actually full of dazzling light. I wish you, I wish, and everyone who reads this book and this comment, that we all live as we wish and live freely.
Reflections from a vocational high school student
It took me six hours to read this "Memoirs of Youth". To be honest, as a vocational high school student who has not been able to experience the life of Pugao High School, I really envy Zuzu in the book and every lovely person in all the social relationships that make up Zuzu. Comparing my own growing environment and social relationships, Zuzu is really much luckier than me. To be honest, I really envy Leasing. She has parents who fully understand and respect her, grandparents who dote on her, a group of friends who are willing to share and sincerely help each other, and a group of dedicated and caring teachers; she also has a truly complete high school life that is in line with most high school students in China - although the image of the three years is a mountain of books, endless papers and homework. , The headache and nauseating math, the teacher's punishment and criticism, and the many times of being trapped in self-doubt, but it can also be the sunset in the corridor, the kitten that fluttered out during the punishment stand, the notes circulated between classmates, the mutual banter between the top students and the bad students, the night runs with roommates to breathe, and the birthday gifts given to each other on the birthdays of friends. These are things that I have never had the opportunity to truly experience as a vocational high school student. Of course, most of these are also my own reasons. Because I did not pass the general high school entrance examination in junior high school, I was looked down upon by my friends in the past, so that when I reached vocational high school, I no longer wanted to have a so-called friendship relationship with my classmates. During those three years, I only focused on studying and completing the goal of getting into college. Although the final result was good, I passed the skills college entrance examination and passed the undergraduate degree, but Looking back now, I realized that I was extremely mentally unhealthy. I should not have completely closed my heart because of my past experiences. I put all my energy into my studies, so that this "black and white" choice caused me to lose the opportunity to establish sincere friendships with others at my most youthful age. In addition, I have never done a two-year simulation of the three-year college entrance examination. I don't know what specific subjects liberal arts students need to learn, and I don't know what specific subjects science students need to learn. I have never memorized English words for general high school students, and I can't understand the specific pressure that art candidates have to face. I know that the hardships of my three years in high school are incomparable with the three years of general high school students. After all, the difficulty of the college entrance examination for vocational high schools is underground, while the general high school entrance examination is in the sky. Ridiculous? Even the most common academic pressure and subject choices that you general high school students face every day will make me envious. What I envy is not that you have more choices, but the solid and profound knowledge you have learned in three years of high school. This is indeed something that I have no chance to make up for now. I thought I would be able to sit shoulder to shoulder with the general high school students after working hard for three years to get into the undergraduate program. However, in fact, after entering the university and studying for a year, I found that I did not like and was not good at the major and English. It turns out that this scrawled sentence can sum up my four years of inaction. Although I graduated and found a job that seemed to pay well, the content of the job was something I extremely resisted and hated. It has now been almost four months since I resigned and went home to be unemployed. During these four months, I spent every day in a state of confusion and self-criticism and doubt. I felt like I was suffering from depression (I haven't gone to the hospital for a checkup yet). Why is there such a big contrast between me in high school and me in college? Why did I, who had been able to work hard for a goal for three years in the past, choose to degenerate myself when I got to college? I can understand if you hate your major, and I can understand if you don't like doing experiments, but why should you give up learning English just because you hate your major? Therefore, if I failed CET-4, I can only blame me for not studying hard when I was in college, not any other excuse. But it is no longer important to say this now, because I have graduated and have no chance to take the exam again. I envy that Zuzu can always grow up in an environment full of love. It should be such a beautiful environment that can create such a beautiful and gentle character like Zuzu. Zuzu can have a lot of fun discussing and talking with friends, but I can't be completely honest with anyone; Zuzu's mother has a very harmonious relationship with Zuzu, and my mother is a bit strong and has suffered a lot in life. Even if I have a rebellious impulse in front of her, I can only tolerate it, otherwise I will look very ignorant if I really explode. How can I become as sincere, gentle and bright as Zuzu? I have accumulated too much disappointment in life and the world. I imagined that only I in junior high school would have the opportunity to become friends with Zuzu, because after junior high school, my heart was too dark and autistic, and such people are usually unpleasant. I am lonely because I don't have a friend that I can completely trust; I am indifferent because I rarely call my parents and relatives to say hello; I am a failure because I have been regretting my original choice and gave up all attempts and efforts; I am confused because I don't know what I like; I am strong because I have shouldered it all by myself; I am fragile because I don't know why I am naturally sentimental, always nostalgic, and can shed tears under the quilt because of various things... I know that I can no longer be decadent. I am already 22 years old, and I will be 23 next year. Life goes by day by day, and I cannot spend my whole life in confusion and self-repentance... I really want to cry when I write this. Thanks to Zuzu for allowing me, a vocational high school student, to have a taste of the high school life of a general high school student in this book. I understand that the past is not admonished, and the past can be pursued. I know that my character is mostly unpopular in the social environment at this time. How should I change it? Maybe what if it doesn't change? I'm dark but I won't be mean to others, I'm autistic but I won't hurt others with words, I'm lonely but I won't blindly follow the trend, I'm a failure but at least I still have life, I'm indifferent but I also know how to be filial to my parents, I'm confused but I haven't given up on interviews completely, I'm fragile but I can empathize with all vulnerable groups... Maybe I can never be a sincere, gentle and beautiful person, but please me, don't give up on yourself and stay kind.
Zhizhizhi~
Thank you for writing such a great book, and thank you for letting me encounter it at the end of this summer vacation. Reading this book makes people feel friendly, warm and beautiful (it also raised my expectations for high school life). Through the screen, I can feel how much Renzu is a person who loves life. I also plan to write a diary in high school to record every detail of my life. It makes me happy just thinking about it. I really like the sentence in the book, "The sunset is really romantic, and it must be limited to schools." It is true. Such a beautiful sunset can only be seen in school. Finally, all the best and a bright future, I wish you and me the best.
It's from Xiaohongshu!
Messages from peers
I'm very happy to meet Qianyou who is as old as me on Douyin. We were both seniors in high school at the time, and both were liberal arts majors. I feel like there are a lot of resonances in life, even though we don't know each other But just like friends, we are in our hearts silently I check your updates from time to time and want to know how my friends are doing lately. I really like you. The sincere and kind you are the boy I long for but cannot live up to. I hope our youth can intersect. If possible, I'll wait for you in Nanjing. I really want to meet you.
I really like the high school life of renting.
I am about to become a high school student. I am sensitive, impulsive, united, moved, and even intrigued by my classmates. Everything attracts me. I am longing for expectations, but I am also afraid that my high school will be too fast, with high learning pressure, and I will not savor it carefully. But in your writing, high school is as it should be. What is left in the end are beautiful memories, slowly recalling them, and they have endless meanings. (You look familiar to me📸I am also from Douyin)
To rent rent,
I read a memo you wrote and I was deeply touched. I still remember that when I was in high school, I was very emotionally unstable for a long time. Looking back now, I was really sensitive at that time, and I always felt that I lacked love. The life of living on campus always made me feel very depressed. Every time I went back to school, I wanted to stay outside for a while, knowing that it would not make any difference. My family lives in the countryside, and my school is in the city, which is quite far away. Usually my parents don't come to see me, although I know they care about me, so I really envy my rent-to-pay mom for having such a mother. At that time, I hated the class teacher because he really didn't care much about the classmates in the class. I was in a very bad mood at the time, and he just asked me to endure it and wouldn't let me go back, woo woo. I still remember that I was last in the class in a test a few days before I left school. I had never done so poorly in a test. It was probably those days of anxiety that completely broke my guard, and then I returned home, and then I dropped out of school. Fortunately, the principal was very kind, and I was able to drop out of school smoothly. After going through all this, I came home with a much better mentality. I no longer feel so fragile, and I no longer care so much about other people's opinions. From my perspective, I feel that taking a break from school is never the end, it is a new beginning. I hope I can gain true friends after returning to school. At the same time, Zuzu, I really like your love for life and wish you better and better! Fighting!
Zhirentiaoxiao
After reading this book, I found that there are many differences between high school and junior high school. However, in junior high school, I met a teacher that I particularly liked. There was always something about her that attracted me. Now I am in my second year of junior high school, and I have to take the high school entrance examination of geography and biology. I happen to like a teacher who is also a deputy classmate and a biology teacher, but I can't learn well even if I want to learn. But she also loves me very much. Treating me to dinner alone and chatting about her stories have become a daily routine. Although I have to take the high school entrance examination, I always have whims in class now. What kind of friends will I post after graduation, what gifts will I give to the teacher, every day is like daydreaming, day after day. I also want to go to No. 1 Middle School, but during class, my thoughts always wander around and I am a little confused. I want to get into No. 1 Middle School every day, but every time I go to class, I am either sleepy or daydreaming. I feel that this book has given me a lot of hope for high school life. I hope I can work hard and live up to the expectations of my favorite teachers and my own expectations! Crab and crab rental has given me a lot of yearning for high school, I will work hard! Crab rental! (The writing is not good, and it may be awkward to read, but I still want Sister Crab. I will tell you when I pass the No. 1 Middle School exam! Let's all do our best (ง •̀_•́)ง)
Looking forward to high school life! ! !
A few years ago, I saw a video of Zuzu on a certain video. At that time, I felt that this sister's high school life should be happy and joyful... Anyway, I really like this feeling. During the last few mock exams of the high school entrance exam, my scores were several dozen points lower than usual. I was in a bad mood during that time, and I had thoughts of giving up on myself. I saw what my mother said on the day I took my vows, and I thought, no matter what my final score is, as long as I try my best, I will not regret it. Then I was admitted to our key high school, and I was very happy. I hope that my future life will be interesting, and I hope that as an adult, I can also empathize with the three years of high school life that I am about to start. I wish you a smooth university life. (Paired with a picture of the sunset, hehe)
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Youth never ends
From Douyin, I accidentally came across the video of Renzui. You said that you would organize your diary and write your youth into a book. Then you said that you are a nostalgic and forgetful person. I hope that whenever I read this book in the future, I can empathize with my eighteen-year-old self. This is an era of fierce competition. The weak and the strong survive, and science is valued over literature. We have heard too many voices that ordinary undergraduates have no future. But don't forget that we are independent individuals. Our existence has never been to satisfy any kind of voice. This trip has high mountains and long roads, so we must withstand the test. I wish Zuzu to be happy every day, live up to his time and himself, and become a better person
I came here from Douyin to read my sister's high school memorandum👀 "Our existence has never been to satisfy any kind of voice." This is the most impressive sentence I have read so far. My sister and I have similar experiences. When I was in elementary school, I was always first in grade and the one who stood out. But in junior high school, science became my shortcoming as I expected because I had no interest in science itself. For two years in junior high school, I faced the teacher's attention to my science every time and the helplessness of poor grades. The lack of enthusiasm from my classmates, the criticism and worries from my family, my heart is getting more and more broken, and it is getting stronger. Just like this sentence, the meaning of our existence is not to satisfy these people. As long as we go all out, no matter what the outcome is, the ending will not be bad. We can still live a bright and shining life. In the blink of an eye, I am already in the third grade of junior high school. I don't know what I will experience this year, and I don't know where I will go after the high school entrance examination. What will happen. But what I want to tell myself is: "Live according to your heart, as long as it is the decision you make." And keep going without hesitation, the ending will not be too bad." Watching my sister share many interesting stories and experiences, I feel that our seemingly ordinary lives are actually full of dazzling light. I wish you, I wish, and everyone who reads this book and this comment, that we all live as we wish and live freely.
Reflections from a vocational high school student
It took me six hours to read this "Memoirs of Youth". To be honest, as a vocational high school student who has not been able to experience the life of Pugao High School, I really envy Zuzu in the book and every lovely person in all the social relationships that make up Zuzu. Comparing my own growing environment and social relationships, Zuzu is really much luckier than me. To be honest, I really envy Leasing. She has parents who fully understand and respect her, grandparents who dote on her, a group of friends who are willing to share and sincerely help each other, and a group of dedicated and caring teachers; she also has a truly complete high school life that is in line with most high school students in China - although the image of the three years is a mountain of books, endless papers and homework. , The headache and nauseating math, the teacher's punishment and criticism, and the many times of being trapped in self-doubt, but it can also be the sunset in the corridor, the kitten that fluttered out during the punishment stand, the notes circulated between classmates, the mutual banter between the top students and the bad students, the night runs with roommates to breathe, and the birthday gifts given to each other on the birthdays of friends. These are things that I have never had the opportunity to truly experience as a vocational high school student. Of course, most of these are also my own reasons. Because I did not pass the general high school entrance examination in junior high school, I was looked down upon by my friends in the past, so that when I reached vocational high school, I no longer wanted to have a so-called friendship relationship with my classmates. During those three years, I only focused on studying and completing the goal of getting into college. Although the final result was good, I passed the skills college entrance examination and passed the undergraduate degree, but Looking back now, I realized that I was extremely mentally unhealthy. I should not have completely closed my heart because of my past experiences. I put all my energy into my studies, so that this "black and white" choice caused me to lose the opportunity to establish sincere friendships with others at my most youthful age. In addition, I have never done a two-year simulation of the three-year college entrance examination. I don't know what specific subjects liberal arts students need to learn, and I don't know what specific subjects science students need to learn. I have never memorized English words for general high school students, and I can't understand the specific pressure that art candidates have to face. I know that the hardships of my three years in high school are incomparable with the three years of general high school students. After all, the difficulty of the college entrance examination for vocational high schools is underground, while the general high school entrance examination is in the sky. Ridiculous? Even the most common academic pressure and subject choices that you general high school students face every day will make me envious. What I envy is not that you have more choices, but the solid and profound knowledge you have learned in three years of high school. This is indeed something that I have no chance to make up for now. I thought I would be able to sit shoulder to shoulder with the general high school students after working hard for three years to get into the undergraduate program. However, in fact, after entering the university and studying for a year, I found that I did not like and was not good at the major and English. It turns out that this scrawled sentence can sum up my four years of inaction. Although I graduated and found a job that seemed to pay well, the content of the job was something I extremely resisted and hated. It has now been almost four months since I resigned and went home to be unemployed. During these four months, I spent every day in a state of confusion and self-criticism and doubt. I felt like I was suffering from depression (I haven't gone to the hospital for a checkup yet). Why is there such a big contrast between me in high school and me in college? Why did I, who had been able to work hard for a goal for three years in the past, choose to degenerate myself when I got to college? I can understand if you hate your major, and I can understand if you don't like doing experiments, but why should you give up learning English just because you hate your major? Therefore, if I failed CET-4, I can only blame me for not studying hard when I was in college, not any other excuse. But it is no longer important to say this now, because I have graduated and have no chance to take the exam again. I envy that Zuzu can always grow up in an environment full of love. It should be such a beautiful environment that can create such a beautiful and gentle character like Zuzu. Zuzu can have a lot of fun discussing and talking with friends, but I can't be completely honest with anyone; Zuzu's mother has a very harmonious relationship with Zuzu, and my mother is a bit strong and has suffered a lot in life. Even if I have a rebellious impulse in front of her, I can only tolerate it, otherwise I will look very ignorant if I really explode. How can I become as sincere, gentle and bright as Zuzu? I have accumulated too much disappointment in life and the world. I imagined that only I in junior high school would have the opportunity to become friends with Zuzu, because after junior high school, my heart was too dark and autistic, and such people are usually unpleasant. I am lonely because I don't have a friend that I can completely trust; I am indifferent because I rarely call my parents and relatives to say hello; I am a failure because I have been regretting my original choice and gave up all attempts and efforts; I am confused because I don't know what I like; I am strong because I have shouldered it all by myself; I am fragile because I don't know why I am naturally sentimental, always nostalgic, and can shed tears under the quilt because of various things... I know that I can no longer be decadent. I am already 22 years old, and I will be 23 next year. Life goes by day by day, and I cannot spend my whole life in confusion and self-repentance... I really want to cry when I write this. Thanks to Zuzu for allowing me, a vocational high school student, to have a taste of the high school life of a general high school student in this book. I understand that the past is not admonished, and the past can be pursued. I know that my character is mostly unpopular in the social environment at this time. How should I change it? Maybe what if it doesn't change? I'm dark but I won't be mean to others, I'm autistic but I won't hurt others with words, I'm lonely but I won't blindly follow the trend, I'm a failure but at least I still have life, I'm indifferent but I also know how to be filial to my parents, I'm confused but I haven't given up on interviews completely, I'm fragile but I can empathize with all vulnerable groups... Maybe I can never be a sincere, gentle and beautiful person, but please me, don't give up on yourself and stay kind.
Zhizhizhi~
Thank you for writing such a great book, and thank you for letting me encounter it at the end of this summer vacation. Reading this book makes people feel friendly, warm and beautiful (it also raised my expectations for high school life). Through the screen, I can feel how much Renzu is a person who loves life. I also plan to write a diary in high school to record every detail of my life. It makes me happy just thinking about it. I really like the sentence in the book, "The sunset is really romantic, and it must be limited to schools." It is true. Such a beautiful sunset can only be seen in school. Finally, all the best and a bright future, I wish you and me the best.
It's from Xiaohongshu!
Messages from peers
I'm very happy to meet Qianyou who is as old as me on Douyin. We were both seniors in high school at the time, and both were liberal arts majors. I feel like there are a lot of resonances in life, even though we don't know each other But just like friends, we are in our hearts silently I check your updates from time to time and want to know how my friends are doing lately. I really like you. The sincere and kind you are the boy I long for but cannot live up to. I hope our youth can intersect. If possible, I'll wait for you in Nanjing. I really want to meet you.
I really like the high school life of renting.
I am about to become a high school student. I am sensitive, impulsive, united, moved, and even intrigued by my classmates. Everything attracts me. I am longing for expectations, but I am also afraid that my high school will be too fast, with high learning pressure, and I will not savor it carefully. But in your writing, high school is as it should be. What is left in the end are beautiful memories, slowly recalling them, and they have endless meanings. (You look familiar to me📸I am also from Douyin)
To rent rent,
I read a memo you wrote and I was deeply touched. I still remember that when I was in high school, I was very emotionally unstable for a long time. Looking back now, I was really sensitive at that time, and I always felt that I lacked love. The life of living on campus always made me feel very depressed. Every time I went back to school, I wanted to stay outside for a while, knowing that it would not make any difference. My family lives in the countryside, and my school is in the city, which is quite far away. Usually my parents don't come to see me, although I know they care about me, so I really envy my rent-to-pay mom for having such a mother. At that time, I hated the class teacher because he really didn't care much about the classmates in the class. I was in a very bad mood at the time, and he just asked me to endure it and wouldn't let me go back, woo woo. I still remember that I was last in the class in a test a few days before I left school. I had never done so poorly in a test. It was probably those days of anxiety that completely broke my guard, and then I returned home, and then I dropped out of school. Fortunately, the principal was very kind, and I was able to drop out of school smoothly. After going through all this, I came home with a much better mentality. I no longer feel so fragile, and I no longer care so much about other people's opinions. From my perspective, I feel that taking a break from school is never the end, it is a new beginning. I hope I can gain true friends after returning to school. At the same time, Zuzu, I really like your love for life and wish you better and better! Fighting!
Zhirentiaoxiao
After reading this book, I found that there are many differences between high school and junior high school. However, in junior high school, I met a teacher that I particularly liked. There was always something about her that attracted me. Now I am in my second year of junior high school, and I have to take the high school entrance examination of geography and biology. I happen to like a teacher who is also a deputy classmate and a biology teacher, but I can't learn well even if I want to learn. But she also loves me very much. Treating me to dinner alone and chatting about her stories have become a daily routine. Although I have to take the high school entrance examination, I always have whims in class now. What kind of friends will I post after graduation, what gifts will I give to the teacher, every day is like daydreaming, day after day. I also want to go to No. 1 Middle School, but during class, my thoughts always wander around and I am a little confused. I want to get into No. 1 Middle School every day, but every time I go to class, I am either sleepy or daydreaming. I feel that this book has given me a lot of hope for high school life. I hope I can work hard and live up to the expectations of my favorite teachers and my own expectations! Crab and crab rental has given me a lot of yearning for high school, I will work hard! Crab rental! (The writing is not good, and it may be awkward to read, but I still want Sister Crab. I will tell you when I pass the No. 1 Middle School exam! Let's all do our best (ง •̀_•́)ง)
Looking forward to high school life! ! !
A few years ago, I saw a video of Zuzu on a certain video. At that time, I felt that this sister's high school life should be happy and joyful... Anyway, I really like this feeling. During the last few mock exams of the high school entrance exam, my scores were several dozen points lower than usual. I was in a bad mood during that time, and I had thoughts of giving up on myself. I saw what my mother said on the day I took my vows, and I thought, no matter what my final score is, as long as I try my best, I will not regret it. Then I was admitted to our key high school, and I was very happy. I hope that my future life will be interesting, and I hope that as an adult, I can also empathize with the three years of high school life that I am about to start. I wish you a smooth university life. (Paired with a picture of the sunset, hehe)
