Blue
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There is a person who was born at the beginning of Heisei and died at the end of Heisei. His mother said that there was a blue sky outside the window when he was born, so she named him Qing, also called Blue. --But it was raining all day in Tokyo that day, and there was no clear sky in sight. In December of the 15th year of Heisei, a family of five was murdered in Ome City. Police speculate that the second daughter, Natsuki Shinohara, killed four other people before dying of a heart attack. However, unknown fingerprints other than Natsuki's were left at the scene, and there was suspicion of an accomplice. --According to Blue's recollection, he escaped on a cold snowy night, but there was no snowfall record in the Ome area that day. In April of Heisei 31, a man and woman were found lying in a pool of blood in an empty room in Tama New Town, Tokyo. The method of committing the crime was exactly the same as the "Ome Case". According to the investigation, the deceased was an "Internet cafe refugee" and they had two children. --Blue, I have almost no memory of you, but nevertheless, you are also my destiny.
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To sink into the quagmire or to get out of the gloom - Comment on "Blue"
Some people say that this is a story born out of despair and so choose to save, but I think this is a story about people who are trapped by misfortune and create misfortune. Whether it is Blue, Ayano Okunuki, Ako Funaki, or Daiki Masada, the abuse, violence, and abuse from their native families have become severe pain throughout their lives, and they have also unconsciously imitated them and inflicted violence on others, becoming the existence that they may have hated and hated the most in the past. It is so sad that the victim becomes the perpetrator. However, the swamp is too dark, too deep, and the external help is too weak or even close to none. There are too few people who have climbed out on their own. In this book, there may be only one and a half people who really climbed out, one is Kaori Kaori, and the other half is Ayano Okunuki. If possible, I hope the sun shines on them instead of the heavy snow soaking their clothes; if possible, I hope they can get out of the haze instead of sinking into the quagmire and falling into the next vicious cycle.
What exactly is love? Is it scolding or pampering? Is it the pain of flesh or the sweetness of candy. In fact, they can all exist. Love is very complicated, as complicated as people. It is not a simple right or wrong. No matter what this love is, family affection, friendship, love... They are all like this. I think I think of this book in certain moments when I hate myself. -Am I really that bad? What are the things I do? What makes me hate myself to the point of disgust? -Did I abuse someone? Is it my selfish indifference? Have I... Killed anyone? How was it killed? Did I kill his ego? His will, his spirit? Or his body? How can you forgive yourself? But as this book says, this answer is my own, my truth. It does not need to be recognized or acknowledged by others. As long as it belongs to me.
Finished reading
It's so dark to have such a family. Even though the male protagonist has killed so many people, he still feels sorry for his fate and has a fatalistic sense of tragedy.
Anyone can be a parent. Even if they are rubbish, they will harm the next generation. I don't know how many good children are lost in the hands of rubbish parents.
very good
It's not as suspenseful as "The Scream", but the control over emotions is still very good, and the last four chapters are absolutely amazing.
Ayano Okunuki returns for a limited time
When I saw this name, I always thought it looked familiar. I thought it was someone who had appeared in the past and was ignored by me. I searched and couldn't find it, but I found it in "The Scream" :-D It is a female police character who also appeared in "The Scream". I feel that the author has made a lot of progress compared to "The Scream". I have never been able to substitute for "The Scream". Of course, there are good parts in the writing, but most of the impressions are a bit artificial. This part of the theme continues in the novel blue. Each chapter is from a different person's perspective, and the structure should be carefully considered. After reading the first one, I read it from the beginning again (it was a bit confusing because there were too many names). I felt like I suddenly realized it in many places. I feel that it should be more popular than Scream. I will wait a little longer for the value to increase. When I saw the second part, I really felt a little empathy, because my experience was a bit similar to his. Sometimes I could feel the faint sting of the mark on my body at a certain moment, and I always reminded myself that everything is over, you have stood up on your own, and you will definitely be able to live a happy life like an ordinary normal person. . I really cried when I saw the scene where blue died. If blue hadn't been born into such a family, he must have been a good kid. . . I really hope he can have a better happy ending. . .
The torrent of time embraces everyone
This novel is simply a hodgepodge of Japanese social and family tragedies. I have only read two of his novels, and both of them are very depressing. I will not feel good after reading them.
The author first makes up a topic, and then keeps talking nonsense to complete the topic. "Scream" has this problem, but it is somewhat watchable, but this one is so bad that it is unwatchable. 😘
Not every parent loves their children
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To sink into the quagmire or to get out of the gloom - Comment on "Blue"
Some people say that this is a story born out of despair and so choose to save, but I think this is a story about people who are trapped by misfortune and create misfortune. Whether it is Blue, Ayano Okunuki, Ako Funaki, or Daiki Masada, the abuse, violence, and abuse from their native families have become severe pain throughout their lives, and they have also unconsciously imitated them and inflicted violence on others, becoming the existence that they may have hated and hated the most in the past. It is so sad that the victim becomes the perpetrator. However, the swamp is too dark, too deep, and the external help is too weak or even close to none. There are too few people who have climbed out on their own. In this book, there may be only one and a half people who really climbed out, one is Kaori Kaori, and the other half is Ayano Okunuki. If possible, I hope the sun shines on them instead of the heavy snow soaking their clothes; if possible, I hope they can get out of the haze instead of sinking into the quagmire and falling into the next vicious cycle.
What exactly is love? Is it scolding or pampering? Is it the pain of flesh or the sweetness of candy. In fact, they can all exist. Love is very complicated, as complicated as people. It is not a simple right or wrong. No matter what this love is, family affection, friendship, love... They are all like this. I think I think of this book in certain moments when I hate myself. -Am I really that bad? What are the things I do? What makes me hate myself to the point of disgust? -Did I abuse someone? Is it my selfish indifference? Have I... Killed anyone? How was it killed? Did I kill his ego? His will, his spirit? Or his body? How can you forgive yourself? But as this book says, this answer is my own, my truth. It does not need to be recognized or acknowledged by others. As long as it belongs to me.
Finished reading
It's so dark to have such a family. Even though the male protagonist has killed so many people, he still feels sorry for his fate and has a fatalistic sense of tragedy.
Anyone can be a parent. Even if they are rubbish, they will harm the next generation. I don't know how many good children are lost in the hands of rubbish parents.
very good
It's not as suspenseful as "The Scream", but the control over emotions is still very good, and the last four chapters are absolutely amazing.
Ayano Okunuki returns for a limited time
When I saw this name, I always thought it looked familiar. I thought it was someone who had appeared in the past and was ignored by me. I searched and couldn't find it, but I found it in "The Scream" :-D It is a female police character who also appeared in "The Scream". I feel that the author has made a lot of progress compared to "The Scream". I have never been able to substitute for "The Scream". Of course, there are good parts in the writing, but most of the impressions are a bit artificial. This part of the theme continues in the novel blue. Each chapter is from a different person's perspective, and the structure should be carefully considered. After reading the first one, I read it from the beginning again (it was a bit confusing because there were too many names). I felt like I suddenly realized it in many places. I feel that it should be more popular than Scream. I will wait a little longer for the value to increase. When I saw the second part, I really felt a little empathy, because my experience was a bit similar to his. Sometimes I could feel the faint sting of the mark on my body at a certain moment, and I always reminded myself that everything is over, you have stood up on your own, and you will definitely be able to live a happy life like an ordinary normal person. . I really cried when I saw the scene where blue died. If blue hadn't been born into such a family, he must have been a good kid. . . I really hope he can have a better happy ending. . .
The torrent of time embraces everyone
This novel is simply a hodgepodge of Japanese social and family tragedies. I have only read two of his novels, and both of them are very depressing. I will not feel good after reading them.
The author first makes up a topic, and then keeps talking nonsense to complete the topic. "Scream" has this problem, but it is somewhat watchable, but this one is so bad that it is unwatchable. 😘
Not every parent loves their children
