I Don't Deserve It
by Lihua
About This Novel
The great short story master Lihua's first heart-wrenching youth novel! All the beauty in this world does not mean you deserve to have it once you get it. When he was eight years old, he moved a small stool and sat in front of her, opened his palm to her, and handed her a candy. He said: "As long as I have a candy, I will give you half of it. So don't be sad! Here, I'll give you candy." Then he led her away. He used his candy to sweeten her entire gray youth; he held her hand and left her for twenty years. Green light and shadow, he wanted to hold her like this, keep holding her, until both of them lost their teeth and turned white and black hair. The world is so big and desolate, but as long as he is around, she has nothing to fear. But she can't drag down his life. She doesn't deserve to be with a wonderful person like him. Perhaps the best way for her to love him is to let him go. Years later, he walked alone through the streets she had touched, and shed tears at the end of the years.
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After reading this book, I found myself crying like a dog. At first, it was just a small cry. In the middle and later stages, I couldn't control my tears at all. I often had to wipe my tears again after I had just wiped them away. This book is really sad...
Feelings.
I have to write a book review while holding back tears. The whole text feels sorry for Fu Sining. She had a maturity that she shouldn't have when she was a child, and lived under huge pressure. What makes me feel most distressed are the words she said to her mother on her 15th birthday. In order to let her mother go away with peace of mind, she said the words that made her mother sad. It was really touching. Before reading this book, I read the reviews, and they all said it was very touching and made me cry. I still didn't believe it, but after reading it, I did believe it. Before Fu Sining died, she began to cry when she started to reminisce about the past. She finally understood why her father was smiling when he left. The past was wonderful. Xie Feng was the only light in her life, but unfortunately, she failed to wait for him in the end. Xie Feng, Xie Feng, does it mean thank you for meeting again? Or does it mean thank you for meeting me? It is a very touching book and is a good book worth collecting.
A beautiful story, poignant. I read the last few chapters with tears in my eyes. Wait, the people in the story seem to be waiting, waiting for fate, waiting for each other's future, but can they afford to wait? I like Xie Feng's words, "Her future is me"; I also like Xu Rui's words, "Never let down the living." Although the ending is a bit bleak, it reflects the deep love between Xie Feng and Fu Sining. She waited for him until the end of her life, and he refused to marry in order to be with her. Their whole life passed like this, and they finally no longer had to separate.
This book tells the story of a childhood love story. The heroine experienced the divorce of her parents when she was a child. Her father was seriously ill and she had to support the whole family by herself. The hero met the heroine when he was eight years old and stayed with her all the way. In fact, this book is very insightful. The female protagonist has been waiting for the male protagonist to come back. When the male protagonist comes back, Xiao Ning is no longer there. When the male protagonist is not in the country, maybe it is because of the persistence of the male protagonist. Because Xiao Ning said that if there was no Xie Feng, then she might be with him, because the heroine can't live in the heart of two people. The waiting may be a lifetime, but I only love you, no matter life, old age, illness or death Leaving this world with a smile may be the last gift for you I don't deserve you
I have a physical book
How much affection does it take to be able to remember it forever. How much courage does it take to dare to remember it for a lifetime?
Tears won't stop
This book is one of my favorites. The first time I read this book was on a book, not a mobile phone. I spent 46 on it at that time. What attracted me was the name and the plot. After I bought it and read it, I cried for a long time. (It was so severe that I had a cold and fever the next day.) Maybe it was because I was connected with the same fate, so I cried very hard. To be honest, I resent the male protagonist. If the female protagonist could not see her eyes and called him and he answered, if he had kept the three-year agreement, if he had made it clear to the female protagonist, maybe everything would be different, maybe the female protagonist would not be depressed, maybe the female protagonist would not die, and her illness would be cured. At the same time, I also felt sorry for the second male lead, who refused to give up even though he knew the heroine didn't like him. He was proud like a young master, but later he put down his body to take care of the heroine.
There is a loquat tree in the courtyard. My wife planted it the year she died. It is now as tall as a canopy.
I really hope they (they) are happy
I have read a lot of sadistic articles, and the ones that impressed me the most and were my favorites are, in addition to "The female villain, you are so poisonous" and "When love is a thing of the past", there is another one added! Seeing the kind of love in the back, I can't seem to stop crying! ! ! ! ! Destiny, I'm sorry, I don't understand you, but I hope those people have their own warmth
I had tears streaming down my face when I saw it. I couldn't control the tears. It was so beautiful.
Why don't you be so cruel? Just start crying from the beginning to the end.
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Official(188)Scraped 27d ago
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After reading this book, I found myself crying like a dog. At first, it was just a small cry. In the middle and later stages, I couldn't control my tears at all. I often had to wipe my tears again after I had just wiped them away. This book is really sad...
Feelings.
I have to write a book review while holding back tears. The whole text feels sorry for Fu Sining. She had a maturity that she shouldn't have when she was a child, and lived under huge pressure. What makes me feel most distressed are the words she said to her mother on her 15th birthday. In order to let her mother go away with peace of mind, she said the words that made her mother sad. It was really touching. Before reading this book, I read the reviews, and they all said it was very touching and made me cry. I still didn't believe it, but after reading it, I did believe it. Before Fu Sining died, she began to cry when she started to reminisce about the past. She finally understood why her father was smiling when he left. The past was wonderful. Xie Feng was the only light in her life, but unfortunately, she failed to wait for him in the end. Xie Feng, Xie Feng, does it mean thank you for meeting again? Or does it mean thank you for meeting me? It is a very touching book and is a good book worth collecting.
A beautiful story, poignant. I read the last few chapters with tears in my eyes. Wait, the people in the story seem to be waiting, waiting for fate, waiting for each other's future, but can they afford to wait? I like Xie Feng's words, "Her future is me"; I also like Xu Rui's words, "Never let down the living." Although the ending is a bit bleak, it reflects the deep love between Xie Feng and Fu Sining. She waited for him until the end of her life, and he refused to marry in order to be with her. Their whole life passed like this, and they finally no longer had to separate.
This book tells the story of a childhood love story. The heroine experienced the divorce of her parents when she was a child. Her father was seriously ill and she had to support the whole family by herself. The hero met the heroine when he was eight years old and stayed with her all the way. In fact, this book is very insightful. The female protagonist has been waiting for the male protagonist to come back. When the male protagonist comes back, Xiao Ning is no longer there. When the male protagonist is not in the country, maybe it is because of the persistence of the male protagonist. Because Xiao Ning said that if there was no Xie Feng, then she might be with him, because the heroine can't live in the heart of two people. The waiting may be a lifetime, but I only love you, no matter life, old age, illness or death Leaving this world with a smile may be the last gift for you I don't deserve you
I have a physical book
How much affection does it take to be able to remember it forever. How much courage does it take to dare to remember it for a lifetime?
Tears won't stop
This book is one of my favorites. The first time I read this book was on a book, not a mobile phone. I spent 46 on it at that time. What attracted me was the name and the plot. After I bought it and read it, I cried for a long time. (It was so severe that I had a cold and fever the next day.) Maybe it was because I was connected with the same fate, so I cried very hard. To be honest, I resent the male protagonist. If the female protagonist could not see her eyes and called him and he answered, if he had kept the three-year agreement, if he had made it clear to the female protagonist, maybe everything would be different, maybe the female protagonist would not be depressed, maybe the female protagonist would not die, and her illness would be cured. At the same time, I also felt sorry for the second male lead, who refused to give up even though he knew the heroine didn't like him. He was proud like a young master, but later he put down his body to take care of the heroine.
There is a loquat tree in the courtyard. My wife planted it the year she died. It is now as tall as a canopy.
I really hope they (they) are happy
I have read a lot of sadistic articles, and the ones that impressed me the most and were my favorites are, in addition to "The female villain, you are so poisonous" and "When love is a thing of the past", there is another one added! Seeing the kind of love in the back, I can't seem to stop crying! ! ! ! ! Destiny, I'm sorry, I don't understand you, but I hope those people have their own warmth
I had tears streaming down my face when I saw it. I couldn't control the tears. It was so beautiful.
Why don't you be so cruel? Just start crying from the beginning to the end.
