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[color=#ae0000] "When I fall in love with you, I am innocent and brave"[/color] If you keep thinking about it, there will be repercussions. I miss you so much, can you still escape~Lin Yisheng~

Tong Niannian's parents divorced when she was seven years old, and she lives abroad with her carefree and irresponsible father. Living in an environment ignored by her father all year round, Tong Niannian is sensitive and negative. She denied herself and felt that she was just a piece of garbage who relied on money from her father to get by. She was not good at studying or being a good person, and she would be like that for the rest of her life. At the same time, she also closes herself off and does not easily step out of her own world, nor does she easily allow others to enter her world. And her sister's suicide gave her an outlet for the extreme and cruelty in her bones. Revenge became her only goal after returning to China. She doesn't care about herself, and she doesn't intend to invest in the outside world. She puts up spikes all over her body to protect herself and deal with prey. Under her sweet and well-behaved appearance, she is surly and indifferent, with a heart wrapped in resentment and hatred. Perhaps in the eyes of many people and even Tong Niannian's biological parents, she is a bad child with poor study, bad temper, wild and cruel, and even she thinks so herself. The influence of her family environment and her own personality factors made her sensitive and extreme, and she was used to being abandoned, used to pretending and deceiving herself, and used to being defined as bad by herself and others. But what she didn't even notice was that the kindness and softness hidden in her heart would bloom like a flower inadvertently, bringing good hope and courage to move forward to others. Tong Niannian is a combination of contradictions. She looks cold but is actually soft. She is both rational and careful, but also impulsive. She is a good hunter, but she is also a little girl with a soft and kind heart. The plum blossoms blooming in the snow not only bloom with bits and pieces of beauty, but also give people infinite courage and hope.

Ah, the selfish mother, the restrictive and repressive family life, the violence and exclusion on campus, the so-called "teacher's" pretending to be deaf and mute, the false hopeless love, Jiang Dongming's father's knowing but lucky acquiescence... It feels like a melting pot of humanity. My sister really... Saw darkness and hopelessness. Jiang Dongming may be light in her eyes, but "Jiang Dongming" is false. The purpose of the man behind the scenes is to plunge her into deeper darkness. I really want to know what she was thinking when she decided to give her heart to that passionate and willful young man...

Hahahaha, it suddenly got stuck like this

[There are spoilers, please proceed with caution] I finally finished reading it after putting it aside for a long time🎉🎉🎉. Let me briefly write down my thoughts after reading it~ This book can be regarded as a two-way redemption novel. When I read this kind of novel for the first time, it was very different from Shuishui's previous novels. But the same thing is that the characters are still vivid and fleshy, and each character is still deeply drawn. It took me to see the high spirits of young people in another world. ------❣️About Mom❣️------ Let's talk about the role of mother first. When I first read it, I really didn't like this character because of her excessive weakness. However, as the article progresses, we can understand and understand her difficulties and sufferings in more detail. Her character may be a little weak and have some shortcomings, but it is undeniable that she loves Zhenzhen and Nian Nian wholeheartedly. However, she put too much pressure on Zhenzhen before, and after Zhenzhen's accident, her heart was full of self-blame and collapse, so she was always cautious when facing Nian Nian. It is conceivable that she may have recalled Zhenzhen's voice and smile for countless nights, and hypothesized countless ifs... And even thought about leaving with Zhenzhen... After all, she was conceived in October and had raised a daughter for more than ten years. The pain and pain in her heart for Zhenzhen's suicide was no less than that of Nian Nian. Fortunately, when her heart was about to collapse, she welcomed back Nian Nian, a daughter who looked the same as Zhenzhen but was completely different. I think that when she received the news that Niannian was going to return to China, she must have been surprised, worried, scared, happy and looking forward to it. She was surprised that her little daughter, whom she had not contacted for many years, suddenly returned to China. She was worried about being alienated from her daughter, and was afraid that she would not be able to take care of her. She was happy for her daughter's return and looked forward to getting along with her. When getting along with Nian Nian, it can be seen that her mother has tried her best to maintain the relationship carefully and tried hard to close the distance with her daughter. However, when Nian Nian returned to China, she only had resentment towards the world in her heart, and there was only acrimony between her and her mother. Fortunately, in the later stages, as Nian Nian's heart knot gradually unraveled, she also began to notice her mother's various concerns and difficulties, and slowly accepted her mother, and the relationship between mother and daughter was eased. In general, my mother's hard work finally paid off, and she grew up bit by bit, constantly changing and improving herself, and eventually became a good mother. ------💞About Zhenzhen💞------ Zhenzhen is really uneasy forever (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) As Niannian said, Zhenzhen is really a rare and good girl. Perhaps she is jealous of her beauty (actually it is the author's fault, so I won't say much!), Allowing such a beautiful, sensible and well-behaved girl to experience such darkness! I can't imagine Zhenzhen's despair when she experienced x✘b and q✘j. It is also unimaginable that after she has suffered all these injustices and grievances, she can still take into account the concerns of her sister who is far away in a foreign country, and how she can prevent her sister from worrying after arranging her suicide early. This is a girl who is so gentle and sensible that it makes people feel distressed. She is only fifteen or sixteen years old... I really want to kill all the Q✘j criminals in the world! ! She just inevitably fell in love with the sun in her youth like most girls. The sun may not belong to her in the end, but everyone has the right to run to the sun. She just wants to feel the warmth and light of being radiated by the sun and being bathed in the sun... Because of this ray of greed, she was willing to cut open her heart and dedicate it to her sun without any regrets. The sun cannot belong to her alone, so do what you can for the sun. She wanted her heart to beat with the sun. ... This is her only chance to get close to the sun... Zhenzhen's suicide was not caused by one or two things, but by the accumulation of shadows. So does Zhenzhen regret meeting Jiang Dongming? I don't think so. Even if this love makes her suffer x✘b, people in the shadows will still want to get closer even if their eyes are stung by the sun and their skin is burned by the fire... May Zhenzhen be free from sorrow and worry in another world, and the darkness will never come close to you. Gentle people deserve to be treated with gentleness. ------💘About Jiang Dongming💘------ Regarding him, I just want to say that he is so miserable that he makes me cry TT (I want to send it to the author again!) This character is really as bright as the sun rising in the east, as hot as a ball of fire. He is a wanton wind that ordinary people cannot grasp, bringing brightness to people's world and then returning wantonly. He was born to shine, born to be on stage. Because of congenital heart disease, he has always been regarded as a fragile object. But the young man has a blazing dream in his heart. He doesn't want to be restrained, and he longs to break out. Therefore, he concealed his illness from his friends just because he wanted to act like a normal person and did not want to be pitied by others. He is dazzling and has his own arrogance. He is full of hostility towards his father, and this hostility is not so much towards his father as towards those who have given him excessive favor because of his heart disease. The proud young man disdains others' concessions. He can take what he wants by himself! His eyes are always on fire! So he is very similar to Nian Nian, as if they are both like hedgehogs, the sharp spikes on the outside are just to hide and protect the delicate and fragile inside. He was unwilling to cut open his heart and let everyone know his pain. He used a bright smile to cover up the bloody scars, telling the world that he was no worse than any normal person, and that he could even do better. Everything he did was to tell everyone that the disease could not crush him, that his life could not be restricted by a small illness, and that he could break out of his own starry sky and sea! What he wants is not to lie gasping for breath in the hospital bed. Rather than surviving such a cautious life, he would rather burn out his last life like a firework and enjoy the brief bloom! He loves to shine and enjoy being in the spotlight. This is because he does not want to live in obscurity. Even if his life is short, he wants everyone to remember him and remember him! Jiang Dongming has been to this world before! Therefore, the disease restrained him and also created him! Let him become the unique Jiang Dongming! This kind of Jiang Dongming is destined to be hot and bright enough to attract everyone's attention, because he is trying his best to burn himself every second! In addition to the character of this character, what makes people cry is his feelings for Nian Nian. Too many similar characteristics attracted him to Nian Nian. So for a wanton young man who always does whatever he wants, he always does whatever he wants! He has the youthful and passionate love of a young man, and he is also smarter than most people. He knows that the girl he loves belongs to someone, so he decisively gives up after pursuing her boldly but without success. Only this style of picking up and putting down is the real him. Whether it is his personal pride and perseverance, or to continue to maintain a good relationship with Nian Nian. Even if you are not a lover, you can still become a close friend with someone who has a similar soul. For Nian Nian, he loved, chased, worked hard and let go. No regrets. I hope this solar energy will continue to shine and bring brightness to more people. I hope this sun will be free from disease and pain, and live a long life. I hope Taiyang can find his true happiness in the future. ----💓About never forgetting, there must be something to teach you💓---- Destiny is really amazing. Niannian, who returned to China with the resentment of revenge for her sister, never thought that she would meet such a group of lovely people here, and meet this person who would walk with her through the rest of the journey of life. Perhaps it is because he has always been ignored by his parents. In the eyes of everyone, Nian Nian is never as well-behaved and sensible as his elder sister, and he has always been regarded as a bad boy. Living with a father who doesn't care about the family, all Niannian's efforts are ultimately in vain. Under these blows, Niannian became rebellious and began to deny herself. But fortunately, God also gave her a sister. A gentle and kind sister who understands, comforts and considers her. In the first half of her life, my sister was the light in Nian Nian's life, her everything and sustenance. She poured all the good things into her sister, and engraved all the words that were insulated from her on her head. So, when she realized something was wrong and heard the news that her sister had committed suicide, she exploded instantly! How could such a nice and sunny sister commit suicide? It must be a conspiracy! So Nian Nian hid all her resentment under her well-behaved skin and got closer to her prey. However, what she didn't expect was that the results of the excavation shocked her. During the process, she also lost her original intention and began to accept this group of people. And in the process of searching for the truth, she met such a person who made her heart beat so hard that she couldn't let go or forget her. This was the person who always found out in time when she was pretending to be injured with spikes, and forcefully tore off her disguise and applied medicine to her. As it is written in Lover: "You were made for my soul." Teaching students and thinking about each other are two-way salvation. They both have traumatic pasts, and they support each other to move forward. Nian Nian could detect at a glance the gentleness under the calmness of Jisheng and the sparkle under the ordinary. Yi Sheng can also accurately see the softness under the sharp thoughts and the grief under the madness. They were made for each other. The most gratifying thing about the whole article is that the two people heal and build each other up. ❤️ The world is vast, and there are countless bright stars out of the shadow of complacency. I hope everyone can find their own thoughts and teachings. This is also what the author wants to express. Thanks for meeting ❤ Love Shuishui forever~ ♡(ɔˆз(ˆ⌣ˆc)

Gold list title! Give me a good test!

Jisheng, who has transformed into a prey, weaves a net to catch Nian Nian, while Nian Nian, the hunter, only wants to catch his sister's murderer, but ignores the hidden hunter around him.

The introduction said that after the school started, Boss Ming Gao fell in love with Niannian. Isn't that Jiang Dongming? But what about Yisheng? Which one is the male protagonist? I'm confused and the author will reply.

Early in the morning ~ admiring the moon ~ the cold wind blew me home ~ it's hard to sleep in a tent this season...

This novel is quite different from the author's previous style. It's very realistic, and it feels like you're watching a movie about someone's life. Maybe I haven't read many short stories, and it gave me a completely different feeling from the novel. It is very delicate and blank, and many scenes are described like a movie, with us standing on the outside like moviegoers. In fact, it doesn't give me as much of a sense of immersion as a long novel, but I like it very much. The heroine is no longer a omnipotent, smart and calm person who can think of everything. She is more like a person in life. She will be resentful, hesitant, have accidents, and will be happy because of the company of a group of friends. The male protagonist is not the only one around her. The male protagonist is no longer a series of "standard male protagonists" such as being strong or indifferent. He has flesh and blood, and his character whose growth is affected by his family environment appears more real. The heroine's sister is like the light in the heroine's early life and her ideal self. Later in life, the male protagonist and the female protagonist redeem each other, find their own light, and shine at the same time. I don't agree with the heroine's revenge method, but I understand it. Because the heroine at that time had no worries. Also, the school violence in it really deserves everyone's attention. The heroine, the heroine's sister, Gu Fei, and Pei Pei (forgot their last names, sorry) are actually victims. No matter what they have done, their classmates in the school should not punish them with violence. When they violently assaulted Gu Fei, they also became the perpetrators. (Of course, this does not mean that the former perpetrators are right. They should be punished, but it is not due to school violence). How to solve school violence and how to solve the psychological problems of victims of school violence have always existed and are worth thinking about. Okay, finally I'm happy to meet Shuishui. I've been reading Shuishui's books since junior high school, but I think this book touches on very good life issues! It can arouse resonance and thinking. I look forward to more and better works from Shuishui!