If I Don't Wake up from a Dream

Name: If I Don't Wake up from a Dream
Author: Minami Yayu

by Minami Yayu

ongoing Young Adult Bittersweet Youth Female Lead

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My name is Zhuo Ming, I am 21 years old this year. Because of severe depression and very poor mental state, the doctor forced me to be hospitalized for observation. When I left the old ward of the mental health center a week later, I found that I could clearly remember every dream I had ever had. The me in the dream and the real me have very similar life experiences, even my friends have the same names and looks. The only difference is that in the dream, I was loved by a gentle and considerate boy. In the dream, I called him He Xinyu, but in reality, I have never known a boy named He. My dreams grew longer and more real. Friendship and love are so within reach for me in the dream. I don't want to wake up more and more, I just want to indulge in the illusory but warm and beautiful world in my dreams. I chronically overdosed on sedative drugs to prolong my dreams. I was eventually found to have overdosed on sleeping pills at home and was sent to the hospital for emergency gastric lavage. After I woke up, I discovered that what I thought was reality was not the real reality...