I Only Hope That I Will Live up to Your Lovesickness

The heroine is a contradictory person. Whether it is love, friendship or family affection, she is very eager for it, but she does not dare to get involved easily. At the same time, she is not very optimistic, her life is not unrestrained enough, and she is always burdened by rules and regulations. The logic of the whole book is equally contradictory. The author is a contradictory person and is often in contradiction. After reading the whole book, it seems that you can feel the author's mood when writing. Sometimes he is clear-eyed, sometimes pessimistic, sometimes world-weary, and he is in a bad mood at the end. The whole book mainly reflects some of the author's character, which is contradictory, not very optimistic, and places great emphasis on family ties.