Deal with Me, I'd Rather Be Me
by Ziqi
About This Novel
"I Deal with Me, I'd Rather Be Me" is a book of self-analysis disguised as an emotional novel. It not only records several important emotional experiences, but also a long monologue about growth, wrong love and self-salvation. In the tug of love and being loved, "I" gradually learned to reconcile with my own heart. The story begins with a campus romance in Melbourne. "I" and L experienced a short but intense cohabitation life. They fell in love so deeply and were so painful that they sobered up. When real problems such as pressure to buy a house and unequal contributions come to the fore, love begins to break down; later, "I" and A get closer in the gentle transition of mutual friends, but gradually drift apart due to the afterimage of each other's emotions and the uncertain future; and C appears like a glimmer of light. She understands "my" emotions and pain, but cannot arouse the throbbing deep in "her" heart. "I" understand that not every soul resonance will trigger the spark of love. Multiple relationships are like fleeting moments, leaving traces and confusion. In the repeated indulgence and withdrawal, desire and restraint, "I" gradually realized: love is never about looking for substitutes to fill the hole, nor is it about projecting the regrets of the predecessors on the latecomers. True love is an honest response, daily companionship, and someone standing by your side unspokenly in the deepest loneliness. This is not a story about "getting", but a slow but firm "understanding".
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