His Body Will Decay, but His Love Will Never Change
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Before that day comes, I must delete this last letter repeatedly. There is no way of knowing whether this letter will be the one you will eventually read, but this is an extremely important thing before my death. Zi Mo, I am four years older than you. We met and fell in love, and now we have a son. God will kill me. He won't wait for me to marry you and have a child. He will take my life at the age of twenty-six. Originally, I wanted to build a home under the mountains by the sea, abandon my ancestral property, and just love and stay with you, raise children, and spend this life. If God fails to fulfill my wish, I know even more that after death there is no heaven or hell, no reincarnation. When you pass away, your body decays, and there is no longer me in the world, leaving only you and your young son. Fate is harsh and unpredictable. I love deeply and hate deeply, but it does not allow me to be angry for a moment longer. I can't even stay with you for one more moment. I am powerless to do it and worry every day. When will my body turn into ashes and smoke, that will be the time for me to let go.
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Official(223)Scraped 21d ago
The title of the book confused me at first. I thought the protagonists would be Zi Mo and Huai Yang, but I didn't expect them to be Zi Mo and Zi Hui. It tells a story like this: Zi Mo was hired by Zi Hui to take care of Huai Yang, who was seriously ill and about to die, but she didn't want to be entangled and fallen in love with Huai Yang. Huaiyang: He has a great family, great talent, and extraordinary appearance, but when he was about to die, he fell in love with the only woman in his life - Zi Mo. He was a person who wanted to get what he fell in love with, free and easy. Zi Mo also loved him. Huai Yang and her did not care about his illness, fell in love and had a child. Before the child Tongtong was born, Huaiyang died. Huaiyang's good friend Zihui married her into his family in the name of taking care of his friend's children. Even though he was amorous in the past, he still fell in love with her. After getting married, it was difficult for her to completely get over the dead Huaiyang, and it was difficult for Zihui to let go of her lack of love. Because of estrangement and misunderstanding, their relationship was at a stalemate. Until, Tongtong felt so guilty because of her drowning that she had the idea of wanting to die. Car accident! When she woke up, she lost the memory of being with Huaiyang. After losing her memory, she fell in love with Zihui, a man who was indifferent to her at first. Although she gradually regained her memory later, she already fell in love with Zihui. She will not forget Huaiyang, but she will only place him in a corner. For the rest of her life, her world will only contain her beloved family members - Zihui and Tongtong.
She is so lucky to meet two men in her life. One amazes the time, and the other warms the years.
Perhaps what Zi Mo loves most is Zi Hui - the man who accompanies her through despair and always waits for her, warming her timid heart with endless tenderness, while Huai Yang is a young and frivolous wanton love that she will never forget throughout her life.
I just want to know if the book says this is a true love story, is it really true? I feel sorry for Huaiyang who cannot withstand the pain, and also feel sorry for Zihui who has been with me for so many years.
If Huaiyang was still alive, Zi Mo wouldn't have so much pain! If Ji Huaiyang was still alive, she would definitely live a much, much happier life than she does now.
I finally finished reading it and I felt so sad. Made me cry several times. Nice!
good book
Huaiyang's suicide note is really touching, the kind of forbearing love and pain, the splendid and short-lived love like fireworks, no regrets, all my life, I will love you with all my strength, until death!
I think the ending is incomplete, maybe because I didn't understand it well. What happened to Tongtong and where is the heroine?
Why is such a touching novel not popular? ?
His body will decay, but his love will never change
I was very moved when I saw the title of this book. I like Zi Mo, Zi Hui and Tong Tong very much. Their family is very warm and the relationship between them is also very sincere. But I also quite like Huaiyang. He dares to pursue his own love. Compared with those who think they are right and leave their lover, which ultimately makes both parties suffer and leave regrets, I may appreciate his heartfelt way more. But the love between him and Zi Mo was so heavy that it hurt so many people. (But I like Zihui and Zimo together (???Ε???)) In any case, I still feel sorry for everyone in the book, because they are not bad, even Linlang and Tongbapa are not such bad people, but everyone has their own experiences and ways. The ending is not 100% perfect, but it is a very beautiful and warm reunion, and that is enough. (❁??`❁)*✲?*
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Official(223)Scraped 21d ago
The title of the book confused me at first. I thought the protagonists would be Zi Mo and Huai Yang, but I didn't expect them to be Zi Mo and Zi Hui. It tells a story like this: Zi Mo was hired by Zi Hui to take care of Huai Yang, who was seriously ill and about to die, but she didn't want to be entangled and fallen in love with Huai Yang. Huaiyang: He has a great family, great talent, and extraordinary appearance, but when he was about to die, he fell in love with the only woman in his life - Zi Mo. He was a person who wanted to get what he fell in love with, free and easy. Zi Mo also loved him. Huai Yang and her did not care about his illness, fell in love and had a child. Before the child Tongtong was born, Huaiyang died. Huaiyang's good friend Zihui married her into his family in the name of taking care of his friend's children. Even though he was amorous in the past, he still fell in love with her. After getting married, it was difficult for her to completely get over the dead Huaiyang, and it was difficult for Zihui to let go of her lack of love. Because of estrangement and misunderstanding, their relationship was at a stalemate. Until, Tongtong felt so guilty because of her drowning that she had the idea of wanting to die. Car accident! When she woke up, she lost the memory of being with Huaiyang. After losing her memory, she fell in love with Zihui, a man who was indifferent to her at first. Although she gradually regained her memory later, she already fell in love with Zihui. She will not forget Huaiyang, but she will only place him in a corner. For the rest of her life, her world will only contain her beloved family members - Zihui and Tongtong.
She is so lucky to meet two men in her life. One amazes the time, and the other warms the years.
Perhaps what Zi Mo loves most is Zi Hui - the man who accompanies her through despair and always waits for her, warming her timid heart with endless tenderness, while Huai Yang is a young and frivolous wanton love that she will never forget throughout her life.
I just want to know if the book says this is a true love story, is it really true? I feel sorry for Huaiyang who cannot withstand the pain, and also feel sorry for Zihui who has been with me for so many years.
If Huaiyang was still alive, Zi Mo wouldn't have so much pain! If Ji Huaiyang was still alive, she would definitely live a much, much happier life than she does now.
I finally finished reading it and I felt so sad. Made me cry several times. Nice!
good book
Huaiyang's suicide note is really touching, the kind of forbearing love and pain, the splendid and short-lived love like fireworks, no regrets, all my life, I will love you with all my strength, until death!
I think the ending is incomplete, maybe because I didn't understand it well. What happened to Tongtong and where is the heroine?
Why is such a touching novel not popular? ?
His body will decay, but his love will never change
I was very moved when I saw the title of this book. I like Zi Mo, Zi Hui and Tong Tong very much. Their family is very warm and the relationship between them is also very sincere. But I also quite like Huaiyang. He dares to pursue his own love. Compared with those who think they are right and leave their lover, which ultimately makes both parties suffer and leave regrets, I may appreciate his heartfelt way more. But the love between him and Zi Mo was so heavy that it hurt so many people. (But I like Zihui and Zimo together (???Ε???)) In any case, I still feel sorry for everyone in the book, because they are not bad, even Linlang and Tongbapa are not such bad people, but everyone has their own experiences and ways. The ending is not 100% perfect, but it is a very beautiful and warm reunion, and that is enough. (❁??`❁)*✲?*
