I'm Just Sad That I Can't Grow Old with You

I'm Just Sad That I Can't Grow Old with You

by Tang Fuyao

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She is Liang Manyue, an ordinary girl. 80% Of people in the world would choose like her. He said: "Man Yue, I originally wanted to take you to England." I remembered that many years ago, when I was just a little girl who was worried about not being able to go to England, a young man once said to me that at worst, he would take me there in the future. It turned out that he still remembered the promise that even I had almost forgotten. It turns out he still remembers. Then he gritted his teeth and said, "But, Liang Manyue, you are not worthy." I stood in front of the bed, biting my lower lip, desperately holding back my tears, and nodded vigorously, "Yes, I am not worthy." I'm sorry, between family affection and love, I finally chose family affection. In my short life, I have always been abandoned by others. I didn't expect that when I gave up on someone for the first time in my life, I gave up all my love.

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🍃108mo ago

We all particularly hope that the author will write a second part, and hope that Liu Chengqi and Liang Manyue will be together in the second part (like or comment)

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竹笋炖红豆107mo ago

If possible, I hope to be buried with you...

Later, Liang Manyue and Yang Yunkai got married and had children. Liu Chengqi also has his own belonging Ever since I heard that Liu Chengqi's wife died, there has been no news about his brother from afar. Many, many years later... Man Yue cried at Yang Yunkai's funeral... The full moon wants to go back to the place where it used to be and watch the fireworks on New Year's Eve Just in time for New Year's Eve, the sky is filled with brilliant fireworks There is a familiar figure standing on the bridge, but with the vicissitudes of time, his temples have turned gray. Man Yue walked in slowly, leaning on a cane. "Brother!" Man Yue choked with sobs. I saw tears in the man's eyes, and he couldn't make a sound for a long time. They sat quietly on the bench and talked about their happiness, anger, surprise, sadness over the past few decades... They are like people from two worlds, but they have one thing in common - they have not forgotten each other, but have buried that person deeply in their hearts. "Let's go to England, shall we?" Cheng Qi stared at his Yuanyuan. Man Yue nodded and snuggled next to him. The next day, they ignored their children's advice and resolutely boarded a flight to the UK. He said he would take her to England. Two old men were watching the fireworks in the sky on the streets of London. The exhaustion along the way made these two already weak old people even more tired. Man Yue leaned on Cheng Qi's shoulder: "Actually, I'm just sad that I can't grow old with you. It's great to be like this now! I'm going to Naihe Qiaotou to wait for you. You must not drink Meng Po soup. I will wait for you..." She closed her eyes forever. "Idiot, if there is an afterlife, we must be happy, and you must be brave. We will never be separated forever. I want you to grow old with me!" "We didn't lose to anyone, we just lost to ourselves..." Cheng Qi hugged her tightly, held her cold hand, put his head on her forehead, and two lines of hot tears fell down: I have no regrets in this life! However, at the bridge, that person was waiting for him. They became the young people they once were, holding hands and walking slowly. At the funeral of the two people, many people came, including some gray-haired old people, but they said nothing. Later, Man Yue and Cheng Qi were buried together at the bridge where fireworks were set off. Our love is so miserable, but we never regret it...

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Golden Horn King98mo ago

i still love you

My aunt was arranging my veil behind her and said with a smile: "We Yuanyuan look beautiful in our wedding dress." When I was young, I thought about it countless times, what would I look like in a wedding dress? Isn't it beautiful? I saw it today. Oh. This is what it turned out to be. Auntie went out to entertain guests. I wonder if he is here today? He'd better not come. If he comes, I will be very sad. Unknowingly, tears came to my eyes, and I wiped them away calmly. Auntie came over and didn't say anything. She just held my shoulders and looked at me in the mirror opposite. The happiness in her eyes disappeared and she looked at me worriedly. My tears couldn't stop, they flowed silently. Auntie said, "You won't be pretty if you cry any more." Then she sighed softly. The wedding started, with my head covered with a veil and flowers in my hands, but I was not marrying the one I loved. Yang Yunkai took my hand from my father. He looked at me, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to overflow. But I didn't look at him. I raised my eyes and glanced around the guests. Without him. Wu Jiaxin was wearing a bridesmaid dress and handed the ring to Yang Yunkai. He raised my left hand and the ring touched my fingertip. The door of the church opened without any warning, and the sun touched his cheek and fell to the ground. I looked at him, and his face was still as bright and handsome as the night when the fireworks were set off. He walked towards me step by step and looked at me, only me in his eyes. I was about to collapse, and Wu Jiaxin held me up. He came over, everyone looked at him, but he only looked at me. He walked up to me and stretched out a hand. I didn't dare to look into her eyes, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to get out. "Liang Manyue, are you willing to come with me?" Yang Yunkai held my arm and stared at me with confusion and worry. Auntie stood up immediately and said to him: "Chengxi, don't be ridiculous, get down." The guests were talking a lot, but I didn't feel anything. I just looked at him blankly. I called out "Brother" in a low voice. He seemed to be tapped on his acupoints and was stunned. Then he regained his composure and opened his lips slightly. "I'm not your brother. I'm asking you now, are you willing to follow me, Liu Chengxi?" Yang Yunkai still looked at me like that, Wu Jiaxin patted my shoulder, and my aunt also sat down, just looking at us. There was no sound in the church, all waiting for my answer. There was love in Liu Chengxi's eyes, as well as worry and expectation. I shed tears: Yes, he is not my brother, and I don't want to give in. I handed my hand to his palm, and I was fascinated by the joy in his eyes. He held my hand tightly and led me, running out of the church as if running away. I looked back, Yang Yunkai was stunned, Wu Jiaxin looked at me with a smile, my aunt seemed to accept her fate, and the surprised faces of the guests. I turned my head and looked at the back of Liu Chengxi's head. At this moment, I just wanted to run with him. He seemed to feel my gaze and turned to look at me. Then he laughed, and I laughed too.

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🌾105mo ago

You wait for me, we will grow old together in the next life

It is said that after death, people will turn into stars in the sky and look down on the earth, guarding the people they love most. So, Chengqi, you must be the most dazzling star among the stars. Under the sky full of stars, the full moon raised the corners of her mouth and looked up at the brightest star in the night sky, her eyes slightly moist. Cheng Qi, why are you so stupid? Why did you come back to save me when you could have escaped? I'm not worthy of your doing this. I failed you. One month ago-- "Yuanyuan, have you thought it through?" Auntie looked worried, holding the girl wearing white gauze and exquisite makeup in front of the dressing table. At this moment, she was the bride who was about to get married. Man Yue curled her lips. After all the previous disturbances, she was no longer the Liang Manyue she was before. "Aunt, don't worry, Yang Yunkai is very good to me, and he is very suitable for me." He didn't say whether he was satisfied with marrying him, but it was "suitable". He was a person suitable for him to live an ordinary life with. The aunt looked at the daughter she had cared for since childhood, and she always felt a little bitter in her heart. Man Yue had always been very sensible, so sensible that it made people feel distressed. After all, she had some regrets. If Man Yue and Cheng Qi truly loved each other, maybe it wouldn't be impossible to help them. If her attitude towards them had not been so tough at that time, the situation today would not have happened. Auntie thought for a moment, opened her mouth, but finally stopped talking. Man Yue knew what her aunt wanted to say. She put her hands on her aunt's hands and smiled at her, "The past is in the past." With just such a word, Man Yue took back her hand and turned to the mirror to straighten her veil. Auntie lowered her head slightly and sighed, then said hello to Man Yue and went out. The door slowly closed, and Man Yue was the only one left in the room. She calmly put down the hand that was arranging her veil, and raised her eyes to look at the face in the mirror that was exactly like her own. Do you really not care? She asked herself, suddenly letting out a self-deprecating chuckle. Forgetting the past is never that easy. That person seems to have been deeply engraved in my heart. To erase it, I have to go through unforgettable pain. I have to cut out a piece of my heart, but how can my heart be able to accommodate others if it is incomplete. "Full Moon" As the voice sounded, the door opened, and Wu Jiaxin walked in wearing high heels. "Jiaxin!" Man Yue called softly, calmly wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes. "Congratulations," Jiaxin said with a smile. She looked around with confusion on her face, "Why, no one is with you?" "The guests are almost all here, and they are all busy entertaining the guests." Man Yue explained with a very calm expression. Jiaxin said "Oh" and then didn't say anything else. The atmosphere was very cold. "Actually, you still can't let him go." Jiaxin said suddenly. Man Yue was stunned and lowered her head, "No way." "Duplicity." Jiaxin's expression was serious. She straightened Man Yue's body and ordered her to face her. Man Yue had to meet Jia Xin's eyes. She was panicking, but she still looked at her without changing her expression. "Man Yue, don't lie to yourself," Jiaxin said. Looking at each other for a long time, Man Yue brushed her hand away and turned away. "Yes. I can't forget him. I still love Liu Chengqi--" Outside the door, Yang Yunkai, who was about to knock on the door and go in to discuss changing the guest seats with Man Yue, made a move. He heard it, but actually he wasn't too surprised. He had always known that there was someone in Man Yue's heart, and that person was the one she screamed for every night when she went to sleep - Liu Chengqi. After all, it was still a step too late. ... (Imagine it later^O^/)

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不期归途。89mo ago

When you grow old, the memories become boring.

In fact, I guessed most of the plot when I started watching it. The dawn is in the morning and the full moon is in the evening. The full moon will only be seen when the clouds clear. The author already tells us the ending in the name. In fact, there are still many details that have not been written clearly. For example, Man Yue said that his brother was too white, but his brother turned dark when he was in college. The reason why my brother forced Liang Manyue to cook every time he came back was because he also had such a scene in his mind. One day when he came back from get off work tired, he opened the door and saw his beloved wife preparing a meal for him. Then the wife took off her apron and asked him whether he should rest or eat first. What moved me most was when he said: I want to wait for two years, wait for two years. As a result, you started talking to someone else behind my back. She has been coming to this home since she was a child, from elementary school to junior high school. High school. For more than twenty years, my brother has been tolerant of his relationship. After growing up with her, I realized that the tone of her words was wrong, so I rushed back to help her fight. Her love for Liang Manyue was genuine. But the full moon is not enough, she has not experienced hardship, and she just wants to be an ordinary person. Even if the person who ends up growing old with her is someone she doesn't like, she is still willing. She likes to escape because she is afraid. Being abandoned by others again and again, she had no courage. She was afraid of losing everything she had, so she didn't dare to try. My brother really loves Liang Manyue. He has devoted more than 20 years to his love. How could he give up because of Liang Manyue's timidity? He was fulfilling Liang Manyue's wish. He knew she was timid, so he let her go and let her live the life she wanted. Chenxi and Full Moon would never be together, not because her aunt and others would look at them differently. It was his brother who couldn't give her the life she wanted. A quiet, trouble-free life. Just love each other and are not together. However, each other lives the life they want. Sometimes I miss you, but I can also let go.

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书友2021030176456175134110mo ago

I hope the author writes a second part to give Liu Chengqi what he wants.

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Lvory Boat111mo ago

I cried after reading it. I originally hoped that Liang Manyue and Liu Chengqi would be together, but... Eh, actually Liang Manyue is quite pitiful, and she feels a lot of grievances, but Liu Chengqi doesn't understand, and even calls her cheap. If Liang Manyue is braver, doesn't run away from home, and faces the reality bravely, then she can be with him, and this will also be a good ending...

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卖女孩的小火柴.108mo ago

The ending made me feel angina_Liang Manyue still likes Liu Chengqi, doesn't Liu love her too, and Luo Wei. I didn't see the breakup at first, but I really wanted Luo Wei to not fall in love with someone else until they were together. Later, Luo Wei met the heroine at the airport and broke up with the heroine. He only told the heroine about breaking up two days after meeting and even said that he had a fiancée abroad. I was so angry. Why didn't he tell her earlier that he had a fiancée? Then the heroine would not agree to go abroad. If he wanted to break up, he should have said it earlier😴😴The ending was really sad. I couldn't believe that Pei turned out to like Luo Wei. I originally thought he liked the heroine. Anyway, the ending is tragic. Yang Yunkai is really lucky to be with the heroine and have children. But the heroine doesn't necessarily like Yang and Liu Chengqi. Doesn't he love the heroine? Why didn't he find the heroine and a wife? What a pity. What's a bit fake is that the Luo Wei family went bankrupt. How miserable is it that they could go bankrupt so easily, and they still like the heroine all the time? So does Bae. The ending didn't say what happened to Wen Chen. The writing is very realistic. I really like it, but the ending is so bad.

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遇风。107mo ago

I beg the author to write a second part. This ending is so heart-wrenching. I searched and found that it was written 10 years ago. After such a long time, I think the possibility of continuing the story is really zero. I sincerely hope that the brother and sister can be together. Since they are not related by blood and are only nominally related, I can continue to write about their reunion.

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Purple Tung92mo ago

I literally cry every time I watch it. Man Yue grows up with the emotional changes of Luo Wei and Cheng Xi. Luo Wei's love is passionate and the most thrilling. Cheng Xi's love is silent, and in the end it was lost to reality. Maybe you think Luo Wei is a scumbag, but after reading the full text, Luo Wei's story really made me cry the most. Although I feel that he feels a little sorry for Man Yue, I still feel sorry for him. Think of his childish drawings and language from high school. In the end, he matured and grew up due to the actual company bankruptcy. I really feel sorry for him. Jiaxin risked everything for love. If it were me, I wouldn't do this. I don't have such courage. Jiaxin is really brave. Cheng Xi's love is not very obvious, but it is reflected bit by bit. Full Moon's living environment inherently lacks family affection, and therefore lacks a sense of security. She was afraid that the family love she had finally gained would be wiped out in an instant. So in her world, family ties are the most important. After experiencing the love of two people with different feelings, Man Yue has grown up. She is willing to find someone who truly loves her and live an ordinary life. She does not need Luo Wei's enthusiasm or Cheng Xi's forbearance and silence. She found a life suitable for herself in the real society. Having a few children and loving your husband is the most secure life.

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