Rebirth of High Energy: the Abstinent Middle-class Wife

One contribution: One year, I really wanted to eat barbecue at night. It was very cold at night, so I called my boyfriend at the time and asked him if he could go with me to eat. He replied on the phone, "It's such a cold day, you want to freeze me to death." Also, it was too cold to force him to accompany me, so I went out alone in the cold night. I thought love was so plain. In the next few years, I met a boy and told him that he wanted to eat barbecue. The other end of the phone was accompanied by the sound of clothes rustling. He said, in such a cold weather, you, a girl, should not go out. Wait for me at home and I will buy it. I used to think that love was a kind of longing, an urgent feeling of looking forward to the next meeting immediately after separation, and that it was two inseparable people relying on each other. Later, I discovered that love can take many forms, including sharing the same bed and having different dreams, being at odds with each other, standing by and watching, or being strangers to each other. Love is not only sweet, but it also comes with a lot of bitterness. Before you meet someone who cares about you, you always thought that love is inevitably mixed with indifference. It turns out that people who love you are afraid of not giving you enough, and people who don't love you are afraid that you will ask for too much. 02 Xiaoyou told me that she has also encountered two forms of love. One time when she was shopping, she suddenly wanted to eat strawberry-flavored ice cream, so she asked her boyfriend to buy it for her. Her boyfriend reluctantly walked into the ice cream shop and walked out after a while, holding a plain ice cream in his hand. She was a little angry and said, "Didn't I tell you that I wanted strawberry flavor? The original flavor ice cream here is not delicious." The boyfriend said with an impatient look on his face, "Aren't they all the same?" Eat as much as you like. The two had a big fight and then went home. She always thought that her boyfriend left her because she was too much, but until she met her current boyfriend. Her current boyfriend rarely quarrels with her and accommodates her in everything. Sometimes she just posts on WeChat Moments saying she wants to eat desserts from a certain family, and her boyfriend drives to buy them without saying a word, and what he buys is her favorite flavor. They rarely quarreled, and her boyfriend always accommodated her. She asked him: Are you so nice to every girlfriend? He said: I am only so kind to those I love. Every time they quarreled, her boyfriend would always apologize and make up immediately. He would not make her angry for too long, just because he didn't want her to be sad for too long. Only then did she realize that it was a lie that many people said that the more they quarrel, the more they fall in love. A truly good relationship rarely quarrels, and they will quickly reconcile after the quarrel. In fact, those who really want to leave are so stingy that even saying goodbye feels like a waste of time, while those who shout, "Hey, I'm leaving, but still look back, just want you to say: How about you stay?" 03 There are two forms of love. Sometimes you need to be with different people to feel it, but sometimes you can feel it with the same person. Taozi said: When I was with my boyfriend in the past, he would put my hands in his pockets and cover them in winter, but now my feet are too cold even when I get under the covers. He used to always protect me in his arms when we were shopping, but now he always walks in front alone, looking down at his phone while ignoring her, being left far behind. I always thought she was cute when she was fat, but now I always ask her to lose weight. It was as if the person he met for the first time was completely different from the person he is now. She felt that maybe she was too sensitive. After the relationship became dull, they would just take care of their own lives and change themselves according to each other's requirements. But one time she went shopping with her best friend. Halfway through the shopping, her best friend's husband came to see her best friend. As soon as he arrived, he put her best friend's hand into his arms, took her bag, and naturally walked side by side with her. During this period, she kept asking her best friend if she wanted to drink something, what she wanted to eat later, and told her about the interesting things she encountered today. My best friend said: I ate a lot today and I'm going to gain weight again. He said: Wouldn't it be nice to be a little fatter? It would make me feel more secure. The two of them have been married for three years, as if they were a couple who just got together, which made her realize another look of love. You are always afraid of causing trouble to him, so you don't tell him what you can do, but when you see the way your best friend gets along with her boyfriend, acting coquettishly and making trouble unreasonably, you are really envious. Later you realized that it was probably because you were afraid of being rejected, and you didn't know how to act coquettishly when being rejected. As time went by, you wouldn't ask for anything. You think that after two people have been together for a long time, they will inevitably have nothing to say or do. It may just be because the person he wants to talk to and be with is not you. 04 I often hear many young girls say that they are only 20 years old and feel that they will never meet anyone they like in this life. Sometimes we always go around in circles with all kinds of things we want but cannot get. Many girls always don't ask for anything for fear of burdening the other person. In fact, people who really like you are willing to let you rely on them. I remember this passage in "The Story of the Sahara": Jose: What kind of person do you want to marry? Sanmao: Multimillionaires will marry anyone they like, and billionaires will marry someone they don't like. Jose: After all, I still want to marry a rich man. Sanmao glanced at Jose: There are exceptions. What if you marry me? Jose asked. Sanmao sighed: If it were you, just enough money for food would be enough. So do you eat much? Jose asked. "Not too much, not too much. You can eat less in the future." When you truly love someone, you can give up everything else and tolerate many dissatisfactions. Like is to meet the opponent in chess, but love is to be defeated. The best love is probably: I admire you like a hero, and you love me like a child.

So will you still love me next year? Leslie Cheung said to Anita Mui that when we are 40 years old, we will be together before you are married and I am not married. But then he fell down and died on April 1, 2003. She died of pulmonary failure on December 30 of the same year. She was just 40 years old at that time. Song Dandan has experienced four relationships and three marriages. The first love was five years, but time has given away everything. In the first marriage, she kept secret for Yingda. She once called her second marriage the most satisfying life, but it still came to an end. In her third marriage, she was no longer as impulsive as she was when she was young. She said: "Originally, I just wanted a hug, but accidentally got an extra kiss. Then you found out that you needed a bed, a suite, and a certificate. It was only when you got divorced that you remembered that you only wanted a hug." 39-Year-old Zhang Huimei was still holding several trophies in front of the flashlight and posing beautifully. She is Amit, she is fire. She lowered her hat on the day the three-year "hot sister relationship" fell through. The corners of her eyes were filled with tears. In 2007, when she sang "If You Also Heard", she choked without suspense. The lyrics said: "After stumbling, I realized that you are the only one waiting for me." She is still single. The man she loves has been waiting for her to marry him. In 2000, Liu Ye first met Xie Na. Three years later, they held hands and made a high-profile appearance. He once promised her: "As long as Xie Na says marriage today, I will marry her tomorrow." But six years later Liu Ye got married and Xie Na cried all night long. The bride is not her. You love him/her. Although he/she is not like any of the couples above, there may be a lot of time. I don't know if we can still like each other as much as we do now. Wait for us to go back to the original point. Wait for these years to pass. Wait for you to come back. Wait for you to stand in front of me. Then tell you loudly. After all these years, I still want to say, it's not that I can't forget you. It's that I still want to wait for you. When the scenery is clear, maybe you will accompany me to see the long stream of water. However, while waiting, that touch of beauty will grow old. Waiting. That ray of helplessness in reality. After seeing all the prosperity, flowers will eventually fly and leaves will fall with the soil. Who can keep their youth? How many people have been defeated by waiting, how many love has been lost by the passing of time. Liu Ye got married. He locked himself up and cried for a long time before the wedding. He once said, "The happiest thing in this life is to marry Xie Na. As long as she is willing to marry me, I can marry her now." Just like this, he married another woman. Liu Ye said that he would never forget Xie Na in his life. But it sounds sad to hear such words. Liu Ye did not get together with Xie Na in the end. The Liu Ye who said he would not marry anyone other than Xie Na also got married. He married a French woman. At that time, you loved me and I loved you, which was all simple love. He Jiong seemed to have said that before Xie Na and Liu Ye broke up, they had not seen each other for a long time. One day they met at the Beijing airport. Liu Ye said, baby, won't you hug me? Then Xie Na burst into tears. I read part of Xie Na's autobiography that said that her and Liu Ye's six-year relationship made them grow up a lot. Xie Na said that they stayed together when everyone was not optimistic about them, but they separated when everyone was blessing them. For six years, Zhou Xun, who said he would not marry anyone other than Li Daqi, was also single. I don't know why. I only know that their five-year relationship will become the most exciting time in their lives. Five years ago, Xin Xiaoqi was at the concert. When I sang the song "Enlightenment" again, I cried so sadly that my heart broke. Xin Xiaoqi was not with the person she loved in the end. She must have really realized it. We have always been losing to time, so what else can make us tempted these days and make us believe it. Eason Chan once did something very sensational. He pre-sold the tickets for his concert a year in advance. It is only for couples. The price of one person can get two seats. However, a couple coupon is divided into male coupons and female coupons. The lovers each keep their own coupons. After one year, the two coupons are combined to be valid. Of course, the tickets sell quickly. Maybe this is a way for the lovers to prove their love. "We are going to be together for a lifetime." "One year is nothing." The name of this concert is "Will you still love me next year?" It sounded like a very simple question, but when implemented, it was defeated by the naked reality. In the second year, there were indeed many empty seats in the special seats for couples. Facing the empty benches, with a weird apology on his face, he sang a song "Today Next Year". Last year, we held hands and walked many places, hugged each other at the station, watched movies together, stuffed snacks and drinks into each other's mouths, and imagined this time next year. Even many, many years later, what are we doing? But the fragility of emotions, none of us can imagine this second of happiness. Love can collapse in the next second. Love often collapses too unprepared. No matter how many sweet words are accumulated, it can't compete with the word breakup. Today alone, I feel suddenly lonely. Will you still love me next year? The person who said it is now with another person. There is too much sadness in the world. I was so proud to be happy together for a lifetime. In the end, I am left alone. I don't want to hope for anything anymore. Hiding quietly in the corner to appreciate your happiness. The darkness of the night is with me. Hiding in bed, I really feel the pain of longing... It hurts but I can't say it. In fact, I am not that pretentious. In fact, I am sad and don't want to tell anyone. Gradually, I find that I endure the pain by myself. Even if I say it, I can't talk about it. I just want to ask how long you can love me. People who have been in love for many years are like strangers living with each other. Maybe they don't love each other anymore, but they can't give each other the life they want. We should believe that they may still love each other. It's just that one doesn't know how to love and the other can't do anything about it. Life is like this for people who will stay with each other until they grow old. Perhaps they are not the people who once made a vow of eternal love, promised to grow old together, and secretly swore that they would only love her in this life. After all, time will take away everything. What made us let go of each other's hands? What made us give up on ourselves and give up on each other. We will always say that it is really nothing, and then remain silent in front of other people's stories. The surface will eventually be calm, but the inner turbulence is unknown. Only you know. Who is the person I truly love and who is the person who hurt me? So in the end, when we all belong to each other, you can only be a vague silhouette in my memory. A woman suddenly broke up with her boyfriend of five years and married someone else in a flash. She said she couldn't afford to wait until she got married. Although he loved her, he had no intention of doing so. After a few years, the man also got married. In fact, the bride may not be much better than her, or how deep his love is this time. It's just that the timing of her appearance was too good, just when he was getting tired and wanted to settle down, so there was no need for any better reason. She came at just the right time, and it was her. In fact, we have been searching for so long, and have tasted the sweetness and hardships of every love, and the lover we finally choose is just the one who passes by when our hearts move. What childhood sweethearts, what we have in common, what love at first sight are just excuses for icing on the cake, time is the master of everything. When we look back on the past and think of those loves that flew across our lives like meteors, we often blame each other's miss on fate. In fact, fate is such an illusory and abstract concept. What really affects us is often the opportunity to meet and fall in love in those three moments. The relationship between men and women is full of hesitation, uncertainty and reservation. A small variable can completely change the direction of choice. If you show up earlier, Maybe she wouldn't have been so tightly linked to another person, or maybe they met a little later, so late that the two people slowly learned tolerance, consideration, kindness and compromise in their respective love experiences. Who did you meet when you were the most beautiful? Who did she stay with when you loved someone deeply? Who walked with her when your heart was the most fragile? How much time does love give you to meet and separate, to choose and regret? We set a circle for ourselves, and we can't get out of this circle even if we circle around it. So will you still love me next year?

Crazy? Is it a heinous crime for Lingping not to love Ju Jin? Is it a crime for Lingping to love Jun Zhige? Did it insult you? Was it a terrorist attack involving child abuse, rape, murder, and arson? I love my mother. Clean up, clean up your head. Forgive me for not being rational. Too lazy to type. Too lazy to explain. Does Lingping need to clear her name? Her love for Jun Zhige is none of your business. Haer. Watch it or not, or walk away if you don't want to watch it. Low and bad reviews will be deleted decisively. No one wants to be wronged if they have a bad temper and don't seek tolerance. As a book writer, I don't want you to do this to my characters, my stories and my hard work. I'm angry. I like to say a few dirty words when I'm angry. It has nothing to do with quality. Put yourself in someone else's shoes and put yourself in someone else's shoes. Equivalent. You wouldn't be happy if it wasn't equivalent, right? Say it again. Pamper readers. If you don't like my book, just leave. No one likes disobedient children. Knock on the mother. That's all.

Sure enough, they are the worst student gang in the world! ! ! I finally took three days off, but after one night, I came back with colds and fevers. I just wanted to say: Is it easy for me? ? ? ! ! ! ! Now my whole body is not feeling well. Looking at the medicine on the table, I want to die. Please remember not to stay up late. I feel like my body started to feel uncomfortable because I stayed up past 23:40.

On the last day of 2017, I am very grateful for your company, support, understanding and love over the past few months. I am very happy to have you. When I am not happy, I will come to the book review section, look through the book reviews, read them one by one, and reply to them one by one. I even go back to the first chapter and each chapter review to see if there are any new comments. Even if it is a month or two late, I will reply. I am a book writer, part-time. I am a student, almost in my third grade, and very busy. I get up early every day to code daily updates, and I get up early on weekends to code 10,000 in the morning. I save some manuscripts, just for stable updates. My works used to be super rubbish, with crappy writing, rubbish plots, rubbish character descriptions, messed up character relationships, random insertions, and hasty endings. The old Ah Yi was so bad and rubbish. No one wants to be trash, so I'm trying. One-third of my royalties were paid for tuition, one-third was saved, and one-third was bought for books. I read a lot of books and bought a bunch of physical books. I really love physical books. I like to visit bookstores and libraries. When I have no money, I read e-books after finishing coding on my mobile phone. In this way, my eyes become myopic. When I started writing books in junior high school, I became myopic. Because of this, I was scolded by my family for a long time, but I finally got glasses, hahaha. I don't care about rewards or anything like that. I like book reviews and your comments. I'm very happy to see them and I'm very motivated to write. When I publish my work, I just want someone to read my words and like my words. It's the same now, don't look at the data, code for readers, write code for my hobby, really, keep your original intention and keep working hard. Many readers said, my dear, you are the most heart-warming author I have ever seen. You can basically reply to everyone's comments, and you will provide refined replies to every book review. You are not cold-hearted at all. I'm not aloof in the first place, I'm just a psychopath. We're all human, and you're all some super cute little cuties. Of course my wife is very cute. QQ Let's talk about my "Major General". It's really heartbreaking. It's my favorite book. I love it so much. Some old readers also call it "Yandere". I think they all sound good. It will be republished. See you in 2018. The title of the book will be changed. Ah Yi is still the one who wrote the story. Many new readers ask, which book is "Major General" and where can I read it? I really want to read it. I don't even want to answer. . . Because it was blocked two months ago for political reasons. I waited for a month and couldn't release it, so I decided to open "Rebirth High Energy". On the Friday when the book was blocked, the cutie in the group told me after I returned from my evening self-study that the book had been taken off the shelves. I was so scared that I immediately went to the backstage to see that it was really blocked. I burst into tears all of a sudden. The dormitory was so noisy, and I was secretly wiping my tears under the covers, my book... Just in time for the National Day. I always spend birthdays super sad. I was unhappy throughout October. Unexamined. No coding either. Decadent. Disheartened. I'm a person who doesn't cry because of people. I cry because of my cell phone because it's broken. I would cry because of emotions I had suppressed for a long time, because I didn't want to tell others what was on my mind, that would make me look like an idiot. I cry over my book because it wasn't treated well and I didn't finish it properly. At the end of October, I was fed up with being such a loser. I cried with laughter and wrote a sentence in a memo. "I can't waste myself. No matter what happens, I'm so proud and can't be defeated by a little thing." -- Then came "Rebirth of High Energy". I thought about it for a long time, set it up for a long time, prepared a deposit of 20,000 yuan before publishing the book, and then patiently waited for it to take off step by step, which is now. Keep updating steadily and work hard, no matter how big or small, I will always be rewarded It's an honor for you to like my books, like my characters, or hate my characters. Of course, I can accept suggestions and guidance, but I cannot accept criticism and preaching. I have a very bad temper. Be careful I bite you. When I'm angry, I like to talk about my mom. I've said a lot, but anyway, I love you (and my wife even more). On the night of the last day of 2017, I hope you can lie in bed and think back on all the pain and happiness in 2017. 2018 Will be kind to you, safe and sound. For people like me who have been unlucky for most of 2017, I don't expect 2018 to be too lucky. I just want everything to be less miserable. Let's encourage each other. I am very happy to have collected over 10,000 items on the last day of 2017. I am also very happy with this recommendation. It has been almost three years since I wrote the book, and I am very happy. Coding makes me happy, busy and fulfilled. Replying to book reviews has become a daily necessity for me. Updating has become a pleasure for me, as I rush to update before class every day and am too late to write the author's words (I am always scolded by my friends for not updating earlier, hahahaha) Reading your book reviews has become a way for me to adjust my mood. I have a little apprentice, Hui Bao, on the Internet. She always mentions me to her friends, saying that I must be a very beautiful person, haha, no, I am super fierce, super ugly, super crazy, but I love writing, I love words, I love you so much, and I love you guys who give me a lot of happiness! There are a lot of emotional words, and there are so many words that come from my heart that I can't express them in words, hahaha When it comes to writing, I will never forget my original intention, and I hope you will still be there Watching Ah Yi's writing skills grow, and watching Ah Yi's plots become more and more rich, because I can't write bad guys and villains well. I have encountered many in reality, but it is difficult for me to write them. So my book doesn't have any villains, hey I don't know how long I have written this book review at this point. From 05:15 to 05:53, every word typed is full of emotion. Thank you very much for your patience in reading this. In 2018, the major general will see you again. Shi Diji, Guan Dajiu, Shi Qi, Lin Xia, An Yuqiao, Cui Ji, Muslim, we will all see you again. Ju Jiu, Ju Jin, Jun Youjia, Jun Zhige, Ji Huanhuan, Xiaolin, Mao Twelve, Jun Jiuyou, Ji Zhimo, Ju Weixi, Ju Jingyi, Yuan Yewei, Su Ning, Ji Linye... Etc. See you in 2018, we will all grow and become better. After suffering so many grievances, if you don't grow, you will be at a huge disadvantage. I am Bin Yinu. A bad temper spoils the reader. Thank you for your support, care and understanding. Here it is. 2017.12.31

I'm here again. I like the character Ju Jin very much, so I decided (I made a painful decision???·(? ?????????? Because the father, Ju Jin, loves the heroine's mother very much and doesn't want to make him sad. I want him to be happy and with the person he loves! ! This is the first time I like a character so much! ! Come on! ! By the way, I have joined the group these days. Do you know me? My QQ reading name is different from my QQ name~

Scary ghost story[em]e249 1 The cat I got when I was 19 years old always ignored me. What I like most is when I'm sleeping, I bart my teeth and make an angry snoring sound. If I knew cat language, I would know that it said to the ghost lady in the room: "If you dare to scare this coward, I will scratch you to death!" - "Mr. Cat, who is worried about this family" 2 After the breakup, the boyfriend quickly hooked up with someone else. I also wanted to argue, but no one listened. When humans are in a bad mood, their anger is also low. In the middle of the night, Miss Ghost slowly approached me. Click. The next day, I saw a post on my mobile phone that was only visible to my ex-boyfriend: "Secretly filming my lovely girlfriend sleeping, to compare my feelings!" - "Miss Ghost, the Actor" 3 When I was walking at night, someone suddenly asked me: Why do you always walk so fast? I said, because I'm afraid of the dark. I looked around and found no one, so I was so scared that I ran away. When I was walking at night again the next day, my eyes turned a lot whiter. Another person asked: Can you walk slower? I was very scared and asked, who are you? The other party replied shyly, I am a black man with liquid foundation... - "Mr. Black who is afraid of loneliness" 4 I met a thief in the rental house, I said, don't touch my cat, it doesn't matter if you take the others away! The thief said, OK. A few days later, Mr. Thief hired a moving company to transport all my things back, and insisted on paying me mental damages... I was shocked, thinking that Mr. Thief must have fallen in love with me... As soon as Mr. Thief came home, he plopped down and knelt on the ground: "The furniture has been returned to her, should you go back?" "It depends on your mood..." Miss Ghost said while looking at Happy Camp. --"The Ghost Lady on Vacation" 5 The cat chatted with the ghost: Why are you staying at this house and not leaving? Miss Ghost: Then why are you staying at this house and not leaving? Mr. Cat: I'm leaving. What will this idiot do if he raises other cats? I'm so angry just thinking about it! Miss Ghost said: I'm leaving, what will this idiot do if he raises other ghosts... I'm afraid of scaring her. --"Who is the fool?" 6 Mr. Hei likes to eat ice cream very much. In order to please Mr. Hei, I always buy two ice cream sticks on my way to get off work. But the journey to get off work is getting more and more scary. Finally I was very angry: Hey! That's too much, Mr. Black. Only half of the road used to be dark! The whole road is dark now! If you keep doing this, I won't leave from here! ! Mr. Hei felt aggrieved for a long time, and he has never eaten ice cream since then... When I asked him, he waved his hand delicately: Ice cream, it's too fat... - "Mr. Hei on Weight Loss" 7 I came back from playing truth or dare with my friends, and I felt that I still had more to say, so I went home and continued playing with Mr. Cat and Miss Ghost. As a result, Miss Ghost and I lost. Miss Ghost: Big Adventure! Cat: You, go outside and steal two kilograms of dried fish for me! Me: Tell the truth! Cat: Huh, too lazy to ask. The ghost lady went out with her front legs to steal small dried fish, while the cat took three steps and two steps at a time and jumped to my ear. "Hey, idiot." He waved his tail condescendingly. "Am I your favorite cat?" - "What do you think?" 8 There is a Taoist priest in our city who catches ghosts. He insists on seeing me through various means. Me: Why are you seeing me? Do you want to chase me? Taoist priest: You are wrong... Me: Stop talking, I understand. After all, it is difficult for you to control yourself in front of a charming woman like me... Taoist priest: I don't... Me: But we are not destined, after all, I am destined to be that indifferent woman, floating in the wind... Taoist priest: My day! How can I make you believe that I am not interested in you? Me: Also, the Taoist priest's income is too low and does not meet my criteria for choosing a spouse... The Taoist priest was very angry: Bah, I have paid a down payment for the house in the third ring road, okay! I said: Do you have to tell the truth? You are ugly and I am an ugly girl. Taoist priest: ... Woman, if you do this to attract my attention, then I tell you, you are damn dead! --"The Overbearing CEO Mr. Taoist" Source: Zhihu Author: Ling Chun

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